Lies And Cheating

You said you loved me
But your eyes were blank
Then I found out you hooked up
With some random skunk
You will never understand
How badly all this hurts
My heart still longs for you
For all that that is worth
But you don't even care
You can't even look me in the eye
You don't even say hello
Whenever I pass by
You don't care about my feelings
Or my shattered heart
You just left me here to suffer
Alone and in the dark
So I take these pills
And I cut my wrists
Because I need to numb this pain
And as the room spins and twists
I begin to go insane
I contemplate thoughts of going away
Praying I can cut deep enough
I want to finally be ok
But sometimes life is just too rough