Letting Go To You

So many things going on in my head,
I been trying not to blow it cause my heart is afraid to show it.
I keep on thinking go away but what can I say it stays.
It's like a bad dream but I can't seem to make it disappear.
I don't want to be here, and all this drama going on is so strong.
It's too much pain, and it's driving me insane.
All I hear is violence and I'm wishing for silence,
but all I hear is fighting on the phone.

I want it to be just him and I
but she says she hates him and she wishes she never would of dated him,
and here they go there calling each other names,
and its bothering me and I still feel the pain.
I feel tears go down my eyes, and I notice I start to cry,
and all these tears are getting me scared it's like people don't even care,
but I'm thinking it's not true. I'm so scared what can I do.
I sit and think and I realize I'm blue. I'm thinking one day we will be together,
but it's probably not gonna come true cause She needs you, don't you see she cant do it on her own,
Its tough being a Mother not like I would understand but doing it without you..
it would be impossible.
So go back to her that’s what I’m trying to say, though it hurts me so..
Its okay I’d be fine I just want you to be happy.