Letting Go...

This about the struggles of a relationship and being confused. I broke up with my boyfriend and I wasn't sure if it was the right or wrong thing to do.
Why did I let it go?
There are things we cannot change and this I know
Did I really need to call it quits?
Knowing that these things can eventually be fixed…
What if this is a big mistake?
This is the choice I made and it was really difficult to make
Can I fix it? Is it too late?
"It’s my entire fault", "I did this" is this fate?
All these questions rattling my brain
Trying to figure out the answers is making me insane…
I know the truth and have all along
Why do I do this when I know it is wrong?
The truth is I really love him so….
So much more than anyone will ever know.
No feelings, words or expressions can be shown…
Because the way that I feel now, is all alone.
I had it good, maybe not the best. But he cared for me…
Loved me, and spoiled me… not like the rest.
He did what he could to please me and make me see
And all I did was get mad, and mean and showed jealousy.
These feelings and pain that I let get to me…
Why when it was such a short time left and then we could be…
But it’s over now and I am to blame…
Guess I will never know what could have become of us, and it’s my fault…and it’s such a shame.


By Shana Lamb
Published: 4/14/2009		 Your Contributions: Tell us a Poem! You don't have to be a Buzzle.com author to contribute to Poetry Bee. Submit a poem of your own right now!
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