Left With No One
RI.P Matthew netter 7/23/10 my friend was killed by the police, for no reason I just want my friend back. Dedicated to Matthew James Netter R.I.P July 23 2010. Written by Bianca Leigh Tillett.
Awakened with tears, all the memories flash of good times and bad from the past. I keep thinking to myself, wishing there was something I could have done. Was it coincidence or fate? Your friendship will never be forgotten. You are missed by all. I wonder if you have greater purpose, and so god took your life. Watch over us and be our guardian angels, keep us strong and awake.
There are so many questions now, yet we may never know the answers. I wish I could have said goodbye, it still wouldn’t make it any easier to not hurt and cry. I will cherish every memory for eternity. I wanted to wake up today and find that this was all a dream, but it wasn’t its real. And I just want my friend back. You touched so many people’s lives, and you will never be forgotten. My head just pounds all day long now; it feels like my heart just wants to jump right out of my chest. I feel like I didn’t fight hard enough for you, to keep you in my life.
I regret not getting to tell you I love you, that day you were here, and not hugging you goodbye. I never knew that would be the last time I would ever get to see you. I’m sorry Matthew. I’m sorry for breaking your heart all those years ago and I never told you that. I would never take those days back for anything. It’s so hard to see the good when all you want to do is cry and go crawl into a hole and die. Then I could at least tell you everything that’s on my mind. A friend who was there through thick and thin, yet a new life for you has begun, and we are left with no one.
There are so many questions now, yet we may never know the answers. I wish I could have said goodbye, it still wouldn’t make it any easier to not hurt and cry. I will cherish every memory for eternity. I wanted to wake up today and find that this was all a dream, but it wasn’t its real. And I just want my friend back. You touched so many people’s lives, and you will never be forgotten. My head just pounds all day long now; it feels like my heart just wants to jump right out of my chest. I feel like I didn’t fight hard enough for you, to keep you in my life.
I regret not getting to tell you I love you, that day you were here, and not hugging you goodbye. I never knew that would be the last time I would ever get to see you. I’m sorry Matthew. I’m sorry for breaking your heart all those years ago and I never told you that. I would never take those days back for anything. It’s so hard to see the good when all you want to do is cry and go crawl into a hole and die. Then I could at least tell you everything that’s on my mind. A friend who was there through thick and thin, yet a new life for you has begun, and we are left with no one.
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