Lay Your Ear Down To My Heart

Going a day without you, is too much to bare.
To know you blew me off for two other girls.
It was suffocation.
It was agony.

When our bodies collide,
I can't help not breathing.
I close my eyes and count and open them to make sure you're really here.
But, you weren't.
To think of it, you never really were.
So why do I feel the way I do about you?

You knew I was hanging out with my friend today,
YOUR BEST FRIEND.
But, you blew me off for them two skanks.
I'm going insane trying to keep up with you.
What am I supposed to do?
Tell me how I'm supposed to feel about you.

You gave up your old life.
Now, you're going back to it.
Back to the dirt you were?
Fine, I can deal with that.
Just, take me with you.
As long as I have you,
Nothing else matters.

Lay your ear down to my heart,
And you may not hear it beat,
Am I dead?
But when I'm with you,
I feel amazing.
I know I'm alive and well.

But you never once told me,
"It's going to be okay."
Why is that?
All I ever frigging wanted was you.
YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WANTED ME!
Remember the text,
"I think the world of you,
and lately, I just wanted to be with you.
And if you can go a week without needing me,
then you're perfect."
What happened to that person?
Why are you doing this?

I'm going insane,
I'm getting scared,
I'm getting lonely,
But,
Why don't you just talk to me?