Laught While I Cry

My tears was laughter to you
My pain you did not see
You turned my insides out
and all you did is laugh at me

So talk on and insult me call me
again the towns hoer
Step on all my tears
You've already destroyed who I am
And brought out all my fears

I'm glad I satisfy you
Glad my pain comes to someone's use
I felt like a lifeless hoer
Taking all your verbal abuse

So pin me up and crucify me
Strip me of all I am inside
Pour salt on my fresh wounds
And laugh at all my cries

I wish I could believe your apology
and somehow in your head you think its true
but when it comes with laughter I know it's not sencer and
you have to know it to

I know I have also hurt you and I have apologies
but when I say I'm sorry it comes with truth
and not laughter and pride