Last Letter

I need to run away
Get away from this place, if only for a day
I need to hide
From the world and stop my pain inside

I can't handle this right now
All of this, I don't know how
I need to go some place where no one will know who I am
And I'll stay there as long as I can

I feel like there's no way out from here
I can't see if the end is near
But I feel as if I must make it so
I just want to tell you, before I go:

I love you,
But even with your help I can't make it through
This is bigger than you and I
The last thing I want to do is make you cry

Just know, that I'll be happier as nothing but energy
You know I've always wondered what it's like to be a tree
Maybe now I'll know
Take that to heart as I go

I'm sorry it came to this
You're surely the only one I'll miss
Now I must just say Goodbye
Because right now is my time to die