The Killer In Me

Everyday I see you pass by
But at the same time you are not there
I see you disappear, and only makes me cry
But I feel you everywhere
Your warmth, soul, and your presence

Looking for you through the crowd
I finally found you
As you get closer to me
You start to fade away into dust
Going to me, I start to feel the pain
The anger and the hate

As you rush through my veins
I start to drop
The crowd starts to fade away
I start to see dark

Laying on the ground feeling this pain
I feel you rushing towards my heart

On the floor ready to die
I hear the words coming from you
"I love you and good bye
Try to get up and fight"
As I get up, I started to walk
I see a door and came out to the world
I still feel you in me
You are killing me
With this pain and anger

My world has changed ever since
I see it like my own hell
Everyday I’m getting killed by you

I stated to run
Trying to get out
I realized that I was running in circles
So I stopped and looked around
I started to feel you again
Rushing through my veins
You’re coming out of my body
And you stand I front of me
Gazing into my eyes
You say
"I love you with all my heart
But now I have to say goodbye"
Those words repeated in my head
Over and over

You get closer
Your lips touch mine
"Goodbye"
I drop
All went black…
I died…