Just Keep Smiling

They look at me

With accusations in their eyes

They seem to think

It would be better if i died.

But if they only knew

Would they still judge me?

Would they look away

Or would they really see?.

Nobody knows

What I go through

Nobody cares

Not even you.

So let me know

Who should I tell?

Who should I let in

To my never ending hell?.

My only relief

Is when I go to you

"Tell me, I won’t care"

I feel like such a fool.

Why’d I let you in?

Try to let you see?

When all you ever saw

Was what you wanted me to be?

I’m not perfect

I just want my life back

So for once, somebody

Please just cut me some slack?