Just Haven't Met You Yet Chapter 9
"The moments of happiness we enjoy take us by surprise. It is not that we seize them, but that they seize us."
Chapter 9 of "Just haven't me you yet" hope you enjoy and thankx for the wonderful comments
Hate it or love it plz comment
Thankx a bunch Angel. D :]
Tell him; tell him now my heart was screaming to me. Jason and I had a great time at dinner and he was now going to drop me off at home. The car ride is silent and we are not far away from my house. If I tell him now and he rejects me, I can always run inside my house hiding. This is the perfect moment if I tell him now and if he feels the same way, we can have a cliché ending.
"Jason"
"Yeah what is it"
"I uh...you still didn't tell me why your day was bad" stupid me I could just have get it over with.
His jaw suddenly locks tight and his hands were gripping the steering wheel. He pulled over at a curb a block away from my house.
"I met someone today I think you might know"
"And who might that be"
"Peter Twain" Those two words brought my world crashing down. No-no he cannot possibly be back, the last time I heard he was in Germany with his father. I felt glued to my seat, shocked, horrified and hatred all swept through me. I could not see him again; I do not want to see him again.
I felt unwanted, stupid and vulnerable to know he broke me to pieces was...was... ugh. There was a point after our break up that I was angry towards men for being so arrogant selfish and ...bastards. I did learn over time that my anger was not directed towards the opposite sex, just him. Everyday and every time I saw a men I reminded myself that I was not going to let one of "them" make me feel so fragile.
I stop crying over a year and ten months I am not planning to start back again. "Kahely are you okay" I felt someone shook me but I was so lost in thought to realize that I was still in the car with Jason.
I felt his hand over my face and brush my cheek. I close my eyes loving the warmth coming from his palm. He too made me feel fragile in his presence, his arms but not in the kind of way, that somebody could hurt me. It was like he was my wall, my protection and all I wanted to do was buried my face in his chest.
I heard him unbuckle his seat belt and shift his position towards me. His hand was still on my face when I open my eyes. "Do you know Peter Twain?" he whisper I nodded because it was all I could do without wanting to run away from the subject.
He was so close to me that I could smell the soapy and musty scent of him. "Do you want to talk about it" I came closer and I could feel his breath on my face. I wanted so badly to move closer until our lips touch but I stayed in place. No I did not want to talk about it because every time I did it felt like there was a hole in my chest.
Spencer is the only person who knows about Peter and me. I felt like I could not trust anyone else not look at me with pity. I felt ashamed that I could not keep him interested enough to keep him with me. I close my eyes again and lean against his hand, which was still on my face. "Not here can you please take me home"
"Alright" he let go of my face and took my hand as we drove home in a comfortable silence. He parks the car and come around to open my door; we walk inside hand in hand.
This part felt awkward to me because I did not know how to start the conversation. I put my bag on the couch took of my shoes and ask if he wanted something to drink "anything would be fine"
I went to the kitchen put a teapot on the stove for some tea I needed something to calm me down. I went to the couch and sat beside Jason; he took my hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze.
"Peter and I dated for three months" I began but not sure how to continue. "I was in love with him and everything was fine for a while" I swallow feeling a lump in my throat, I always get emotional talking about this that is why I never do.
"So what happened?"
"He cheated on me" I blurted out Jason squeeze my hand again. "He only stayed with me thinking I was going to sleep with him. When he notice I wasn't he turned to someone else" My barrier broke and tears started to flow freely down my face but I did not make a noise. There was no doubt left in me that say I wasn't over Peter it's just that it left feeling as if ever guy was after one thing and if I wasn't willing to give it up they would just leave me.
Jason move closer and pull me into his arms. One of his hands was 0n my back and the other were in my hair. I love the feeling, I love how he did not say anything except listen, I love how he made me feel special in his arms fragile and protected.
I look at his face and it showed no pity for me, he look at me like I was something very valuable to him. I was starting to trust Jason with all fiber and being. "If he couldn't wait maybe he didn't deserves you" he says softly
His face was inches from mine; my heart was eating so loud I swear the whole neighborhood could hear it. The anticipation was killing me I wanted him to kiss me so bad. As if he read my mind, he moves closer until our touch. It was like magic, every thought in my mind just disappeared and it was just the two of us left. Sparks ignited from our lips to my face, down neck arms, to my stomach and finally settle in my legs and toes.
My hand involuntarily snake around his neck try to bring closer to me; I needed him closer. Our lips move in harmony with each other's, he started slow then it became more passionate. His tongue penetrates my lips and I moaned in response. It was wonderful better than I had ever dream. I did not want to stop even though I was completely out of breath.
Our tongues made love to each other, by now I was sitting in his lap straddling his waist. One of his hands was around my waist and the other was in my hair. All my previous feeling just floated away, I do not even remember what we were talking about. We sadly parted and look at each other while catching our breaths.
When my brain was finally able to process straight my face flush realizing I lost control with just one kiss. I pull away from him and try to stand up but he would not let me. "Please don't go" he beg. My heart couldn't say no to him because I didn't want to say no to him "alright" instead of pulling away I just rearrange our position so now instead of straddling his waist my back was against his chest with his hands on my stomach.
We just sat there in each other's embrace for God knows how long then I started smelling something burning. I jolted out of seat and race to the kitchen. The teapot was empty and I was surprise with myself. "Wow I can't believe I actually burn water" I heard a chuckle behind
"I guess tea is out the question" I turn around and came face to face with Jason. Being so close is making me feel weak in the knees. His brown eyes were gleaming and he was just too handsome for words.
I could not help it, being so close to him, I lost all self-control. I put my hand around his neck and brought his lips down to meet mine. "Would you be my date," I asked after our kiss
"It would be a great pleasure" He brush a strand of hair away from my face then kiss my checks and my lips again. I could feel my emotions for Jason growing stronger and I just have to let it all out and tell him that I love him but right now, I was just too happy for words.
Hate it or love it plz comment
Thankx a bunch Angel. D :]
Tell him; tell him now my heart was screaming to me. Jason and I had a great time at dinner and he was now going to drop me off at home. The car ride is silent and we are not far away from my house. If I tell him now and he rejects me, I can always run inside my house hiding. This is the perfect moment if I tell him now and if he feels the same way, we can have a cliché ending.
"Jason"
"Yeah what is it"
"I uh...you still didn't tell me why your day was bad" stupid me I could just have get it over with.
His jaw suddenly locks tight and his hands were gripping the steering wheel. He pulled over at a curb a block away from my house.
"I met someone today I think you might know"
"And who might that be"
"Peter Twain" Those two words brought my world crashing down. No-no he cannot possibly be back, the last time I heard he was in Germany with his father. I felt glued to my seat, shocked, horrified and hatred all swept through me. I could not see him again; I do not want to see him again.
I felt unwanted, stupid and vulnerable to know he broke me to pieces was...was... ugh. There was a point after our break up that I was angry towards men for being so arrogant selfish and ...bastards. I did learn over time that my anger was not directed towards the opposite sex, just him. Everyday and every time I saw a men I reminded myself that I was not going to let one of "them" make me feel so fragile.
I stop crying over a year and ten months I am not planning to start back again. "Kahely are you okay" I felt someone shook me but I was so lost in thought to realize that I was still in the car with Jason.
I felt his hand over my face and brush my cheek. I close my eyes loving the warmth coming from his palm. He too made me feel fragile in his presence, his arms but not in the kind of way, that somebody could hurt me. It was like he was my wall, my protection and all I wanted to do was buried my face in his chest.
I heard him unbuckle his seat belt and shift his position towards me. His hand was still on my face when I open my eyes. "Do you know Peter Twain?" he whisper I nodded because it was all I could do without wanting to run away from the subject.
He was so close to me that I could smell the soapy and musty scent of him. "Do you want to talk about it" I came closer and I could feel his breath on my face. I wanted so badly to move closer until our lips touch but I stayed in place. No I did not want to talk about it because every time I did it felt like there was a hole in my chest.
Spencer is the only person who knows about Peter and me. I felt like I could not trust anyone else not look at me with pity. I felt ashamed that I could not keep him interested enough to keep him with me. I close my eyes again and lean against his hand, which was still on my face. "Not here can you please take me home"
"Alright" he let go of my face and took my hand as we drove home in a comfortable silence. He parks the car and come around to open my door; we walk inside hand in hand.
This part felt awkward to me because I did not know how to start the conversation. I put my bag on the couch took of my shoes and ask if he wanted something to drink "anything would be fine"
I went to the kitchen put a teapot on the stove for some tea I needed something to calm me down. I went to the couch and sat beside Jason; he took my hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze.
"Peter and I dated for three months" I began but not sure how to continue. "I was in love with him and everything was fine for a while" I swallow feeling a lump in my throat, I always get emotional talking about this that is why I never do.
"So what happened?"
"He cheated on me" I blurted out Jason squeeze my hand again. "He only stayed with me thinking I was going to sleep with him. When he notice I wasn't he turned to someone else" My barrier broke and tears started to flow freely down my face but I did not make a noise. There was no doubt left in me that say I wasn't over Peter it's just that it left feeling as if ever guy was after one thing and if I wasn't willing to give it up they would just leave me.
Jason move closer and pull me into his arms. One of his hands was 0n my back and the other were in my hair. I love the feeling, I love how he did not say anything except listen, I love how he made me feel special in his arms fragile and protected.
I look at his face and it showed no pity for me, he look at me like I was something very valuable to him. I was starting to trust Jason with all fiber and being. "If he couldn't wait maybe he didn't deserves you" he says softly
His face was inches from mine; my heart was eating so loud I swear the whole neighborhood could hear it. The anticipation was killing me I wanted him to kiss me so bad. As if he read my mind, he moves closer until our touch. It was like magic, every thought in my mind just disappeared and it was just the two of us left. Sparks ignited from our lips to my face, down neck arms, to my stomach and finally settle in my legs and toes.
My hand involuntarily snake around his neck try to bring closer to me; I needed him closer. Our lips move in harmony with each other's, he started slow then it became more passionate. His tongue penetrates my lips and I moaned in response. It was wonderful better than I had ever dream. I did not want to stop even though I was completely out of breath.
Our tongues made love to each other, by now I was sitting in his lap straddling his waist. One of his hands was around my waist and the other was in my hair. All my previous feeling just floated away, I do not even remember what we were talking about. We sadly parted and look at each other while catching our breaths.
When my brain was finally able to process straight my face flush realizing I lost control with just one kiss. I pull away from him and try to stand up but he would not let me. "Please don't go" he beg. My heart couldn't say no to him because I didn't want to say no to him "alright" instead of pulling away I just rearrange our position so now instead of straddling his waist my back was against his chest with his hands on my stomach.
We just sat there in each other's embrace for God knows how long then I started smelling something burning. I jolted out of seat and race to the kitchen. The teapot was empty and I was surprise with myself. "Wow I can't believe I actually burn water" I heard a chuckle behind
"I guess tea is out the question" I turn around and came face to face with Jason. Being so close is making me feel weak in the knees. His brown eyes were gleaming and he was just too handsome for words.
I could not help it, being so close to him, I lost all self-control. I put my hand around his neck and brought his lips down to meet mine. "Would you be my date," I asked after our kiss
"It would be a great pleasure" He brush a strand of hair away from my face then kiss my checks and my lips again. I could feel my emotions for Jason growing stronger and I just have to let it all out and tell him that I love him but right now, I was just too happy for words.
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