Just End It

God, I'm so tired of all the pain.....
Every night I scream and yell
for God to help me from this hell.

I try to mend my heart inside,
but it bends and breaks every time.

This hole within me just consumes,
and emptiness fills every room.

My heart only blackens into coal
as nothingness pervades my soul.

I'm slowly turning insane
from tolerating all this pain.

Is love even worth fighting for?
It only seems to take more and more...

Will true love ever be mine?
Can I find happiness overtime?

Love only hurts me so why try,
the suffering makes me want to die.

I give up; there is no hope left.
Hell, is life even worth to be kept?

God won't help lead the way;
time cannot take the pain away.

I'm just so tired of all of this,
let me fade in death's abyss...

I just want it all to END!

By Ian Stevens
Published: 7/10/2008
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