I Wonder

I wonder would you be girl?
I wonder would you be a boy?
I wonder who would you look like
Mommy or daddy?
I wonder why god chose you?
My precious baby never felt your kicks...
I knew you were there and i knew it wouldn't last for long
I sit here every night just praying hoping one
Day I'll see you and hold you tight
I was 16 & your daddy was 18
But to us you were everything
Waking up everyday knowing you were
Inside of me always put a smile on my face
In my tummy you lasted 4 1/2 months i wish
It would have been longer but now
Me and your daddy are still together
And we cant believe your gone we still
Wonder why you & not us
I wake up wondering I fall asleep wondering
You might say mommy stop wondering
I'm okay & I know you are but I miss you dearly
I wonder how big would you be?
I wonder how much would you weight?
I wonder how long you would be?
I wonder if you would be healthy ?
Thats all I do just wonder about you baby
Rest in paradise my miracle angel