I've Got To Know

There's a fire
Burning in the back of my mind
And it's spreading
To my heart on the inside
And I know
That this love that we share
It doesn't compare
To what you had
But it makes me feel sad

When I'm laying next to you
In the night, you're thinking of him
And when I'm holding you in my arms
You're wishing that it was him
Nothing oh nothing
There's nothing I can do
So do we play it easy
Or do you think it's risky
I got to know

There's something inside
That i know you don't want to admit to me
Oh the countless times you've cried
Are all just countless lies
Because you said you never wanted
Another person in your hands
But it wasn't true because you had
Him on demand in your head
And now I'm falling
Spiraling in circles
And i don't know what is going to save me
But i hope that something shatters me

When I'm laying next to you
In the night, you're thinking of him
And when I'm holding you in my arms
You're wishing that it was him
Oh I know that you don't care
If i try to help you
But I saw that you were there
Outside speaking to him
There is Nothing oh nothing
There is nothing I can do
So do we play it easy
Or do you think it's risky
I got to know

I'll take the express way
To get you out
Of this dream of us
Oh wait that was me now
I thought it would last
For all eternity
But then again
That could just be me

I want to know
Do you think of me when you're sleeping
I've got to know
Is it a dream? A nightmare? Are we living?
Do we find it easy?
Or are we playing it risky?
I think I know.