It Wasn't Me!!

It wasn't me, Damn it!!
It was someone else working in me,
It was an alien, who said those words
I was carried away, uncontrolled,
Like a rushing bull, which smashed
The glass wall between us.
I was wrong in saying those words
But believe me, I didn't mean to hurt you!
You reacted not, because you were in full control.......

(You) departed.... leaving those penetrating, silent stares...
Expressing your bleeding heart....
Those moist eyes said so much........!!
.....it was beyond my comprehension.

.....Abandoned, I'm left in a vacuum, being sucked in,
Or like a trapped creature in a cobweb,
Who has lost all hopes, and desire to exist!....

For best of both of us
Let it be my end in complete silence......
As you have thrust upon me!

Life will go on, you will find another destination...
I realize, I have stopped existing for you,
Like a destitute at the unanimous street corner,

I shall embrace my end ....
not
leaving any trace !!