It was not Just Me, it was You Too

I'll never forget the good times.
Our laughs, our tears, and our goodbyes.
My heart aches at the thought of you.
Where would I be if I had never met you?
There is a price for everything in every way.
And you are that price I had to pay.

I had to give up a brother.
Like you there is no other.
I don't know how badly I hurt you.
Or how much I messed up your heart.
I did what I had to do...
I took out that piece of my heart.
I ripped out a piece of my soul.
I had to turn my heart cold.

But don't forget what you did.
How you left me alone with no other choice.
I cried out to everyone but only HE heard my voice.
If you had never given me your letter,
For you, everything would be better.
You would have still had me...
But you messed up badly.

I don't get revenge. I get even.
Maybe I was meant to be his from the start...
You gotta stop judging me for what I did.
At least try to hear the beat of my heart.