It Hurts to Breathe

Wow,
I feel like I just got my heart ripped out of my chest.
My chest hurts.
It hurts to breathe,
It hurts to think,
It hurts to look.
That really did hurt,
I didn't think it would.

I feel something dripping down my face,
If I touch my face,
Or even move,
I'm afraid I'll break.
Okay,
I know what it is.
A tear.
But not just a tear,
There's more.

Why am I crying?
WHY AM I CRYING OVER YOU!
No. No. NO. NO NO NO NO NO NO!
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!
I don't know who you are anymore!
But, I love you.
I've always loved you.
Before I even talked to you,
I loved you.

I want to run to you.
But your so far away.
And I know you might run from me.
Please love me.
I know you did.
How can you stop loving me?
I am imprisoned in my own body.
You set me free,
But I got taken over again.
Why is this happening?
Everything is sorrow now!