Is There Any Hope Now

Searching for something ill never find
Dreams piling up in my mind
I feel so left out
So left behind
So useless in this world
Staring in the mirror at this girl
Who wishes she could change somehow
Is there any hope now?

She needs assurance, to be saved from this pain
She needs help working through the feeling of disdain
She needs to be taken to somewhere she'll be loved
She needs salvation, to be with God above
She has heard the message of salvation before
She believed in God once, but not anymore
She doesn't see how there's a God out there

When viewing her life, nothing seems fair
Her life has been ruined, left in a mess
She blames God, doesn't feel so blessed
She started cutting her arms and her wrist
She wants to end her life, she won't be missed
To get rid of the pain she cuts and bleeds

All of these things, to be saved, she needs
But what can she do, when there is no choice
She hears in her head a quiet voice
Believe in God, he'll make things right
But she can't and she won't!
Nothing can change her insight