Is the Pain Real?

Down ours the rain
Trying to prove I am sane

Raindrops are the only tears I admit
Holding myself tight alone I sit

Pain is the only thing that is real
I try to prove that I can feel

I'm getting lost in insanity
Trying to get back to reality

I'm falling off track
I'm almost so far gone and can't come back

I hold myself even more tighter
I'm so dark I can't get brighter

I don't know how far I can bend
I'm still waiting for it to end