Is It Love or Hate? Chapter 1

I wake up to the sound of the alarm ringing. I groan and roll over glancing at the clock. I saw that it was four in the morning.
"Fucken fatass" I murmured
That asshole changed my alarm. I'm soo gonna get Dave's fatass and I know just what to do, too.
Dave is my brother that lives with me and my parents. I call him accident 'cause he wasn't plan even though he's a year older than me.

I crawled out of bed and put on some shorts since I don't wear anything but some panties and a big shirt. I walked down the stairs toward the kitchen to grab a cup of water. After that, I walked back up the stairs, instead of heading toward my room I went in the opposite direction and went to Dave's room. He was asleep. I tiptoed to his bed and grabbed his hand and put it in the water. After a few minutes I saw his bed water and it started to smell like pee. I snickered quietly and left the room.

Knowing I won't be able to go to sleep I went to take a shower. When I came out it was five in the morning. I decided I would listen to music. I garbed my iPod and put on one of my favorites bands," Eyes Set To Kill".
An hour later I make me breakfast and left the house before Dave woke up. I got in my black Mercedes and left to see my Gothic best friend Winter.

She and I go way back to pre k, I remember kicking the teacher and her laughing. Ever since then we been hanging out and going through different stuff together. Especially when my grandfather died-
I needed to stop thinking about that before I get myself into an accident.
I arrive at her apartment that she shares with her twin brother. They're parents kicked them out since they became goth when they were 15, ever since then they had jobs to pay rent.
I knocked on the door, a few minutes later she opened the door and said,
"Damn girl why you gotta knock this early"

I rolled my eyes, laughed and said,"To brighten up your day".
She snickered and said,"You darkened it".
I pretended to look offended and stalked through the door and into the kitchen, knowing Xavier, her twin, would be there.
He looked sleepy so I sneaked up behind him and yelled"Wake your ass up we got school".
He choked on the water he was drinking and I laughed. He glared at me and said,"You better hope one day I don't wake up early enough to wake your ass up at your house".

I snickered and said,' Like you ever gonna wake up that early" and then I turned to Winter and said" It must be hard to clean up after that pig".
Winter busted out laughing and Xavier lunged toward me but I swiftly turned and said" Hurry up and get dressed before we leave you"
He grumbled something about not wanting to ride with me anyway. I rolled my eyes he can be so childish sometime.
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We arrived at school. We parted our ways to go to our classes since we don't got 1st period together.
I was looking down, thinking about getting to pick up my niece on Friday since her dad,my brother, is going to be working late and her parents are split up since her mom is a gold digging whore, when I bumped into someone.
I looked up to see the most beautiful eyes glare at me.
"Excuse me", I murmured dazed.
"Your excused", he replied.
I eyes flashed with anger but I closed my eyes and counted to three and then I turned around without looking at him and left to the restroom.

Once I was there I made sure I was the only one there and I locked the door. My breathing was hard I tried controlling my emotions knowing I shouldn't let my anger get the best of me.
But it was too late, I reached into my pocket and pulled put a razor raising up my long sleeve shirt and cutting myself. I closed my eyes in satisfaction this is what I wanted, to not feel any other pain but this knowing this was better to deal with.
Just then the bell rang, I ran to class after wiping my blood off. I sat down in my seat when I was there just as the bell rang. Mrs.Jackson, the principles' favorite teacher, said,"Class, we have a new student today".

Nobody gives a rats ass I thought.
When I looked up I was someone about seventeen years old look at me with this frustrated look on his head, as if he was trying to figure something out. He wore a black shirt with some black pants and his hair was black. He looked like one of those hot bad boys.
I looked into his eyes and saw that they were the same beautiful green eyes.
I looked down when I saw that they were looking at me.
"Mr. Salvator why won't you sit by Rose today", Ms. Jackson said. I felt a chair move besides me and I still didn't look up.
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At the end of class I waited until I thought I was the last student in class then I got up and walked to the door. When I reached out to grab the door handle a hand grabbed it before me and opened the door. I looked up and saw the same beautiful eyes that I saw earlier.
"Thank you", I murmured.
"You're welcome", he replied coldly.
I snapped,"What's your problem?"
"You"
"What the hell did I do to you".
He didn't reply, instead he walked out. I did, too except I walked the opposite direction.
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By lunch I was furious, who does that guy think he is saying I was his problem when he doesn't even know me.
Winter and her brother Xavier saw the look on my face, paused and then walked to the table carefully as if I might burst and to be honest I'm as well.
"What happened to you?", asked Winter shocked that I was mad she knew I was almost always calm.
"A new kid saying it's my fault he having problems", I said. Trying to stay calm knowing if I don't something bad was going to happen
They both looked at each other and raised they're eyebrows.
"What", I said but they just shook their heads.
I have a feeling nothing good is going to come out of this.