Infatuation.???????..Love.??????? Part 13

Sun had not come up yet and the morning was still fresh. Naina looked at Rutesh, he was driving with all the concentration required. He was a very good driver as he only looked at the road, but he was also a romantic guy, who was holding her hand while driving. They were going out of Mumbai for the weekend and she had taken a leave. Imagine that! They had crossed Mumbai long back and now what it was all hills and greenery. She had started to feel little cold, so she tightened her arms around her chest. The gesture was not lost on Rutesh who released her hand and brought the blanket from behind and handed over to her. He was just too perfect for her and that was needling her, as she was not good enough for him. First he was from a different background than hers, she knew he would call it bullshit but. She sighed and closed her eyes, she knew she was correct. Even if they compared looks he was better looking than her. And she was DARK, which point was eating her. He could get any girl he wants, but she wanted their affair to be permanent. But knew that any hopes she kept about it were doomed, his family would want a bride that would suit him. Sighing she started thinking where her affair was leading as she should not keep their hopes high. Before she was quite excited about the time they were planning to spend together, but last night while he had come to drop her a passing girl had made a comment about what being wrong with that guy’s eye and she was looking at Rutesh. At that moment she had realized that how odd they must be looking together. Rutesh with his round fair face and she with dark features.

She was so confused and didn’t know what to think and feel. There was her own mind who was telling her that why they can’t match or why can’t this be for forever. Whereas Rutesh never showed any sign of feeling anything different, he was always attentive, caring towards her. It seemed that it didn’t matter to him whether she was black or white. But that was only till his attraction towards her thins down. Well she can enjoy herself right now and worry about it when the time comes.

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Rutesh looked at the passenger seat where Naina was sleeping right now. Going to Lonavala was a decision he had taken last week, but he had not told her about it. Naina never took breaks or went out, even when they were in college the only time she spent out was when she had been with Kajal. She was shy, he knew that but she needed to enjoy the life. So he had made the booking in one of the fine hotel with all the greenery around and little remote, so the less crowd around. He wanted her to relax, she took too much of stress of the work and everything. So he had researched and made booking for the resort in advance. Now for the next 3 days he would pamper her, love her and then on the last day propose her. Yeah, propose it was big step but why wait any longer. They both had waited any which ways for a long time. He had already decided how he will do it, he wanted her with him everyday not the way they were meeting right now. Smiling he continued driving.

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Kajal was snoring lightly in the passenger’s seat and Sujit wanted her to get up, since the time he started driving she was asleep. He knew she needed her sleep and he had started early, ok maybe too early in the morning. But hell how could he drive without her talking to him, it was too boring. There was no music also, and this girl was sleeping like she never slept before. He knew her love for her sleep, but damn it he was used to talking to her. Now it was too silent without her chatter, she was a chatter box. He always told her that she talked too much, if now he woke her up to talk. Ha! He can imagine her response, there would be no living with her then. But he had to do something, he took his mobile and dialed her number. Her cell started vibrating with the Shakira song, she still was sleeping. After the song ended it came as a missed call, cursing he called again. Well the third time she opened her eyes and took the call.

"Hello" came her sleepy and sexy whisper.

"Get up Kajal" he laughed when she groaned looked at him with opening only one eye, and cut the call.

"Go Away Sujit, let me sleep. First of all never in my life I have got up at 5 AM, but today because of you I had to. So leave me alone and drive" Kajal’s voice was heavy with sleep and sounded too sexy.

With no choice left Sujit used his free hand to make her come out of her sleep. He started tickling her with his hand on her tummy. Then he went to the back of her neck, where he knew she was too sensitive. With a touch she started squirming.

"Cut it out" Kajal managed to say, which he didn’t do. So with no other choice she had move away from him. Which did not help because that guy had long hands, he was still tickling her. But she was out of her sleep now and she started laughing. He knew she was wide awake now but he didn’t want to take the chance, so he kept doing it. But somehow the innocence from the act had vanished as his hand stilled and desire had come in their eyes.

Kajal also stopped laughing, his hand was still in her T shirt on her stomach. They both were aware of the tension in the car and also recognized the desire in each others eyes. Sujit wanted put that hand up in her T shirt but knew that a car was not the place. Anyways he had tortured his body a lot since past week. With one kiss he would become rock hard, but he had always stopped before it went out of hand. And with her eager responses it always was bloody difficult to stop and be a gentleman.

So, he decided remove his hand but he was stopped by Kajal. She held his hand on the same place and then brought it up slowly in her T shirt. She had her mischievous smile on place, and Sujit knew it would kill him.

"Kajal don’t" His voice had thickened and he wanted to warn her but before he could say anything else his hand touched her breast and he only could moan.

Kajal only had to initiate the contact, after touching her his hand moved with his own agenda. She was in complete heaven, from past week he was only kissing her, not touching her. Which she wanted desperately, so when she had seen the desire in his eyes she had taken things in her hand literally. In the early morning there was not much traffic, so she was not worried about other people. Kajal closed her eyes in pure ecstasy, he removed his hand and touched her cheek. She knew that he was too suffering, she kissed his palm and smiled at him.

"You are quite dangerous Kajal" Sujit stated while he had taken his hand from her tempting body.

Kajal laughed at his statement, "I plead not guilty, as I was sleeping and YOU woke me up. You have to pay the price right."

They both laughed at that and there was comfortable silence in the car, Kajal was enjoying the scenery from the car. As they had reached lonavala, there was a chill in the air which Kajal loved. The blanket she had taken before sleep helped her against the chill, she snuggled in the blanket.

"Feeling cold?" Sujit asked Kajal as he had seen her snuggling in the blanket.

"Not much, after staying in Baroda for 5 years now I am used to the chill."

They passed some more time in silence, they had passed the city of lonavala as she had seen the shops and different markets. She knew that he had not booked any hotel, as she had nagged him and found out that from him. They were going to a place owned by his friend, she was not informed anything else apart from it. They were going through a road which had trees covered on both sides. She saw some birds she had never seen in Mumbai. She stretched and saw Sujit wince, laughing she punched his arm.

"Look at the road, and when are we going to reach there? I am hungry"

"My eyes can do both, look at you and the road. And we have reached, hold your hunger we’ll have something inside" Sujit was turning the car towards the gate while telling Kajal.

Kajal was speechless as in front of her there was a beautiful small house, it actually looked like a cottage. There was a small gate leading towards it, which was open they went inside. They had crossed other houses also but they were at a distance. Kajal didn’t mind that she wanted the privacy and this was beautiful. The house was surrounded by a small garden, there was lawn which was little overgrown. There were trees planted just across the house, which were big now. The house had a porch and a swing in the porch.
Sujit had parked the car in a corner and started retrieving the bags, but Kajal stood and breathed in the fresh air. The house looked spacious from outside, and she wanted to go inside urgently.

She turned towards Sujit, "How much time Sujit, I want to go inside."

"Well, sorry mam but there are three bags I am carrying. And I will point out that out of three, two are yours and heavy too." Sujit complained.

"Don’t be a baby, and come fast" still pitying him, she went and tried to take a bag from him. He gave her his bag which was light and they went towards the house. Even from inside the house was beautiful, from outside it looked like there won’t be much light but there was. The first room was the living room which was spacious and at the opposite wall there was a French window which showed the greenery behind. They had made sitting arrangement at the window so u can sit sip tea and look outside. On the right side of the window there was a sofa which covered the entire wall. And opposite there was big old wood table. There were other rooms on both sides of the living room. From the left there was kitchen which was made open and connecting with the living room. Kitchen was adequate with the required equipments, they weren’t planning to cook much so that was okay. There was a bedroom after the kitchen which was square in shape and big. There were attached bathroom also. There was a sliding glass window which led you out side. The window was covered with ivory curtains, when she opened that the room was filled with light. There was king size bed with same ivory colour bed sheets. Everything was clean, no dust anywhere. She went back in the living room where Sujit had opened the windows, and also kept their bags in a corner. He had not shaved in the morning and that showed on his face. Her initial plan was to wait till night but in a casual shirt and jeans he looked too irresistible. And not to forget that episode in the car was still fresh in her mind. Forget night who said it could only be done at night.

She still had her blanket around her she threw that on the sofa and went to Sujit who was looking out of the window. She went and put her hands around his waist, and she started kissing his back going towards his nape.

He took hold of her hands and turned, which gave her access to his neck. With a groan his hands fisted in her hair, she kissed his entire face and finally captured his mouth. She put everything she had in that kiss, which he felt and he replied in the same passion.

According to Sujit, she was killing him, he knew this would happen as they were planning to spend the weekend alone in the house. But it was all about control, and his control shattered when she came close and rubbed her body with his. He broke the kiss and took hold of her shoulders, his mind was still functioning but he didn’t know till how long as whatever remaining blood was there that also went to his pants when he saw the naked desire in her eyes.

"Kajal, pull yourself together. We can’t do this."

"Why not, we both want to" Kajal smiled at him and tried to get close to him, but he was holding her shoulders and his grip was too strong.

So she tried another strategy and took two steps back and removed her T shirt. She saw the change in his eyes and also the indrawn breath he took.

"Kajal, we can’t just jump into bed, there are reasons" but hell he couldn’t remember any of the reasons. He was hard as a rock but he had to be sensible for both of them. It was painful for him to see her only wearing a lacy white bra and jeans. It was too damn erotic, and irresistible.

"Put your T shirt on, we are here to spend some good time." As soon as the words were out of his mouth he regretted it.He saw the hurt in her eyes and tears too. Damn now he had hurt her, which he never wanted to.

"Don’t Kajal" But it was too late as she had already turned away from her. When he tried to touch her, she moved away from him and that tore his heart.

"Look I am sorry, Kajal please try to understand." He tried to tell her in the most reasonable tone, but then she turned. Tears were flowing from her eyes and he cursed himself for causing it.

"You don’t have to say sorry. It’s all my mistake, I am a fool." Her voice was breaking as she was talking. Sujit wanted go to her, take her in the arms and wipe her tears. But he was afraid she might retreat, so he stood where he was.

"I thought I could seduce you but I was wrong. I had made this plan to seduce you and thought you would be impressed. I had spent time on research also. But all wasted as you don’t want me. I am a fool without thinking I jumped." Her tears had dried, anyways it were humiliation tears. He didn’t want her, nor did he find her desirable. She had made a fool of herself while trying to impress him. A breeze came and she realized she was still without her T shirt, Sujit was still standing there looking shocked by her statement. She moved to go towards the sofa for her T shirt, she was blocked by Sujit.

"Sujit, let me get my T shirt" She was feeling ridiculous standing that way and feeling cold also.

"It can wait, first tell me why were you planning to seduce me"

"As you have only said before for obvious reasons." Kajal wanted him to move but he was like a mountain in between

"No, tell me specifically why you wanted to seduce me?" He was still feeling like a fool, after listening to her his brain was not cooperating.

"Specifically fine. I want you, all those mind blowing kisses had left me frustrated. I wanted you and I thought what the hell if he’s not making a move I will. So you heard it, I had planned to seduce researched on the net also. Which i failed so move now." Kajal’s tears had dried and now it was replaced by temper.

Sujit was still thinking about what she had said, like a machine he recalled what she had said and realized that now she was thinking that he had stopped because he didn’t want her which was not the case. Damn he wanted her, he was just being cautious after he had treated her so badly.

Making a decision he went towards her and was happy to see confusion in her eyes. Now when she retreated he was happy about it. The girl was making his head spin.

"So, you were planning to seduce me. I think I should help you now as I didn’t cooperate with you before." Kajal didn’t like the gleam in his eyes, she was going backwards and swallowed and when she touched the cool glass of the window.

"Look Sujit, let’s forget the whole thing and enjoy the weekend" Kajal was not sure what to think about the way he was coming towards her or looking at her.

"What happened Kajal? Why retreat now ? Well I plan to enjoy the weekend but the other way, the way you had planned. You think I don’t want you right." With no choice left Kajal nodded, at the same instant he came close to her and pressed himself to her. He blocked her way by putting his hands on her sides."Now tell me, do I want you or not?" Kajal’s heartbeat was in the Olympic marathon, the evidence was pressing at her abandon. She was scared, excited, nervous all at once.

She found her voice somewhere, "So why did you say no to me?" She had to know that, but thinking was becoming difficult now as he was touching her throat and his hand was roaming on her neck. She gasped when he went down, "hmmmmm let’s see I was trying to be a gentleman and trying to make it upto you for the way I had behaved earlier. But now I am relieved cause now I can eat you the way I wanted to."

Kajal was not sure what he had said, as his hand was on her breast but he was touching her fleetingly and that was playing havoc in her system. When her mind registered his statement she opened her closed eyes, "You will eat me how?"

Sujit laughed and carried her in the bedroom.