Indescribable

She sits in her room
On her bed
With the sharp razor
Cutting at her skin

She has changed
Over the years
Into something scary
And freaky

She was once a pretty blonde girl
Who wore nothing but sweaters
And blue jeans
And only wore make up on special occasions

Now she wears band t-shirts
And has dark auburn hair
She cuts herself
And doesn't talk

A tear falls from her eyes
And the light catches it
On the tear reflects
Her perfect childhood