In Memory of the Best Grandad

I've said goodbye so many times. Every time I said it, I thought it would be the last one. But I just can't let go. I have only written a few lines and I'm already crying! I know you wouldn't want me to be sad, I just can't help it though, I miss you so much. Every time my heart beats it longs for you to be there, to hug me, to hold my hand. I remember the last time I spoke to you the last word you said to me was goodbye, I said it back, but I never knew it would be the last one. I've been trying so hard to talk to you again, I have tried spells, ways to contact the dead, but I know that nothing will bring you back.

Not having you here is killing me. But if I die knowing I will see you again, I will die happy. So until then Granddad, I love you so much.