In Love with Pain Again

There is so much we don't know how long will it last how far will we go? Tell me now so I may go and grow on from this pain don't hold me here and tell me you love me when you can't stay with me let it go and as I walk away from her with her arms out stretched she turns and she walks away straight to where I can never follow even if I wanted to and as I turn and run towards her falling being tears fall from my eyes as I dive to catch her so I may keep my promise to always be here to catch her when she fell but now is this the end or a new beginning?......