I'm Sorry

I realize I was wrong.
I realize I lost your respect.
I realize my mistake.

I know I have to earn your trust back,
in which I will do,
I will prove to you, that I am true.

I want you to know I meant to harm,
I want you to know I never meant for it to end like this
For I am young and have a lot ahead of me
And sometimes I will make mistakes,
But they are never on purpose

Earning back your trust is going to be hard work,
Sometimes I get a little lazy and don't do my work,
But you mean too much to me, to have you just fade away,
You see me lose touch with people,
But your someone I want to keep,
I don't want to see you leave.

I love you like an older brother I wish I had,
And this poem is for you,
To show I'm sorry,
To show I care,
But I know I will have to do more than write a poem,
And I have every intention to do whatever it takes,
Because I love you, and now you know.