I'm Sorry Mother

She says are you ok,
You reply yes mother I’m ok,
She asks you again and again,
But the answer remains the same,
When deep down you're screaming in pain,
You want to say no mother I’m not sane,
You're thinking I have nothing left to gain,
As you get off the phone you cry,
And say I’m sorry but I must die,
You're last words, I love you mum,
But wait its ok you're still alive,
You're still talking on the phone to your dear mother,
You must have zoned out,
But it will happen without a doubt,
As you say I’m fine goodbye I love you,
A tear falls down you're face like rain,
And you scream ahh the pain.