I’m So Sorry

I couldn’t even begin to say how bad I feel
This pain inside has become so real
I hurt myself because I'm afraid of what you think
Or what you’d say if you found me out
Like it’s a bigger deal than realizing how
Much I hurt you, how much pain I’ve cause you
And I can’t say sorry now

I used to be someone shy. I used to hide
In fear of rejection and pain
And think about dying alone without you by my side
It hurt inside. This fear. This thought
Was so unreal until I found you
And I know what they say – love is pain
But don’t let me that girl again

I don’t think you could understand. No one could
This sorrow that I'm feeling in my heart’s no good.
I cry for you, I know I should
It’s my way of saying sorry if your not there
My love goes out for you, have it all –
Sorry it’s not as much as you deserve
Your so special, it’s to you I bow
And I can’t say I'm sorry now

I used to be someone shy. I used to hide
In fear of rejection and pain
And think about dying alone without you by my side
It hurt inside. This fear. This thought
Was so unreal until I found you
And I know what they say – love is pain
But don’t let me that girl again