I知 So Lost Without You

Lost, confused, sad, depressed, dead, scared....without you...CHARLES COME BACK!!! (Charles, if you are reading this, please, please come back!! You would be amazed with how much I love you!! Whether we are just friends, or even to be friends will benefit!! I would give the world to hear you laugh!! PLEASE COME BACK!! I LOVE YOU!!)
I知 so lost...
Not knowing what to believe.
Not knowing who to believe.
Not knowing what path to take.
Not knowing who to trust.

I知 so confused...
With the lies from everyone.
With the fake smiles on faces.
With the truth hidden inside of me.
With the fraud of myself.

I知 so sad...
Cuz your gone.
Cuz you lied.
Cuz you promised.
Cuz I believed you.

I知 so depressed...
But I'll make it through.
But I miss you!!
But I want you back.
But how do I survive?

I知 so dead...
No body notices me.
No body can understand.
No body put me under the spell I'm under now.
No body will be alive.

I知 so scared...
Of loosing you for good.
Of fears that will haunt me forever.
Of tears of blood coming from my heart.
Of loosing my life because of others love.

I don稚 want to live.
I don稚 want to die.
I don稚 know what to do.

I知 so lost without you.

By Nicole Ann
Published: 2/13/2007 		Your Contributions: Tell us a Poem! You don't have to be a Buzzle.com author to contribute to Poetry Bee. Submit a poem of your own right now!
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