I’m Only Yours 7

I took a short shower, and quickly got ready. When I went outside the room, I found that there was a kitchen next to the room I was staying. I went inside the kitchen, and found Shane sitting beside the window. He was wearing a gray shirt that outlined his muscles. He was facing towards the window like he was trying to figure out something. I watched him very carefully. He was hesitating to make any move. After about 2 minutes, he turned around and found me staring at his back. I was a little embarrassed but I acted like I had not done a thing, and quickly managed to give him a smile. He didn’t say anything, just point me towards the food for he knew that I had not eaten anything except for the coffee, but I still wasn’t hungry, I was somehow afraid, not of Shane but of the future. I grabbed a sand witch, and started eating it. After I finished eating, I asked him if he had eaten anything, and he just nodded.

"If you are done, I think we should leave now". Shane grabbed a bag pack, offered me his hand, and I shyly took it. When we went outside, I realize that we were heading towards the forest. I asked if it was the same forest as before, but Shane ´s answer was a single "No". I didn’t dare to ask him any questions, for he seemed quite sad, and I was afraid that he would get mad at me. We were still holding hands but without looking at each other. I soon realize that my previous guess was wrong, cause we were not heading towards the forest, we were going somewhere else.

"Where are we going?" I asked him when he wasn’t saying anything.
"You see the little cottage there?" He pointed at a really old, wooden cottage, then added, "We are going to stay here today".

"Um……. Do we have to?" I asked in a low voice, and he knew that I was feeling a little uncomfortable.

"Its only for today. I am sorry but it’s only for today".

"Fine, I will stay here but in 1 condition: u have to explain me everything"

"Like what do u want to know?" He asked as if he wasn’t sure.

"First of all, tell me why am I not safe?"

"Cause the dark side doesn’t wants u to get your powers".

"You mean I can have those powers too?" I asked surprisingly.

"Yes, and I am taking u to my place, where everyone are waiting for u…….."

"To teach me to use my powers", I completed it for him.

"Exactly", I finally got to see his smile after what seemed like forever.

"But the house we were staying at… wasn’t that yours?" I asked curiously.

"No but I will take u to my house."

He held my hand tightly, and lead me towards the cottage. It was even more old, then I thought it was. When we reached to the door, we found that it was unlock. It was really dark, so I couldn’t see anything properly. Shane started turning on the lights, and I found that it was really beautiful inside. Everything was neat and well organized. There was a round, well organized bed, and beside it, there was a huge sofa.

"Are we gonna be here for the rest of the day?" I wasn’t sure what we would do for the rest of the day.

"Yes we are but don’t worry u will have something to do. I wont bore u." He said it like he knew what was going on in my mind.

"I know what I am gonna do for now." I said.

"Okay, u can do anything u want "here".

"I am going to water the plants," which were outside the cottage but it seemed like they were still part of the cottage.

"Okay." Then I went towards the kitchen, got a bucket of water, went outside, and started watering the plants. Though the plants seemed fine, I still watered them cause there was nothing to so anyway. It seemed like someone came here everyday, water the plant, clean the cottage, but I wasn’t sure who. Maybe Shane himself came here and …… No. There must be some women but who, and where will she be now? The more I thought about it, more confusing it got.

I heard footsteps, when I turn around to see who it was, I found Shane with another bucket of water, and he was smiling.

"I thought u will need some help." He was smiling and it seemed like there was something going on his mind.

"That’s nice, so lets get started" I said as nicely as I could.

"You know what, u look really……….." He made a face.

"What?" I asked.

He threw the bucket of water on me, and said, "Now u look perfect".

"What was that for?" I said. I was all wet, and I was sure that I was a mess. "That’s not fair. U see, I am all wet but u…" I threw the bucket of water on him, and said, "that’s looks better"

He got more water, and started throwing at me, and I started running around the cottage. He was after me. I ran, laughed, and he did the same. When I was really tired, I motioned him to stop, and all he did was stare at me from up to down. He gave me a mischievous smile, and was about to throw water on me, when I hid my face, and said, "Stop" I thought that he would throw more water on me, but instead he did stopped. I felt secured and looked towards him. Wow! He was all wet! I did a pretty good job in that, and it made me a little proud of myself. But I realize that he was "really" staring at me, like he had never seen me before. "What?" I asked expecting him to say some thing but all he did was stare. Then he slowly moved towards me, making my heart beat faster but I still enjoyed it. He still kept his gaze on me, and watched me really carefully. When his face was like an inch away from my face, he stopped. Then he grabbed me close to him, and kissed me. At first, it was a soft kiss, but later it turned out to be a passionate kiss. After kissing me for about 2 minutes, he stopped. I saw fear in his eyes. He started getting further away from me, and said, "I am so sorry. I should never have done that to u. Please forgive me." I saw the hurt in his eyes, but it was nothing compare to mine. I just couldn’t say anything, I was speechless.

What was he doing? Did he have any idea? I am not a toy who can get me whenever they want and leave when they are done with it. I mean its so weird. He is the most confusing guy I have ever known. He owned me an explanation.

I went over everything that happened between us, and I don’t think any of it was fault. It was him who came and kissed me. I didn’t make him do that, though I had not stopped him either.

I didn’t always have to ask him why he did that? This time I am just not gonna talk with him. I cant even go back home cause I am not even sure where we are right now. But who cares about home. And this time Shane had to explain everything to me.

My life has always been like this. Every thing felt so good, but soon they were all gone. What am I supposed to do next? How will I stay with him and face him for the rest of the day?

I slowly opened the door, and stepped inside. It was freezing cold, so there was no other way then to step inside but that didn’t mean I was talking with him. He was sitting on the sofa, reading a magazine, but when he heard my footsteps, he stopped, and I think he was watching me. I didn’t make any eye contact with him, for he owned me an explanation. I wonder how can he be so mysterious. I think he was watching me intently, and was trying to figure me out, which wasn’t that easy. Anyway do I care? I don’t think so. I decided that I would sleep, since there was nothing else to do. I went inside the warm covers, covered my self with the blanket, and I tried my best to ignore him. Then I soon fell into a deep sleep.