I'm Not Sorry

You have hurt me one to many times,
you have made me cry two times to many.
We were amazing friends,
you were kind to me,
I to you,
I see that was a mistake.

There are times when I want you dead,
there are times I just want to scream at you.
There are times I just want to curse you out,
but I can't,
not over email or the phone,
I want to talk in person.
Even if it means you seeing me cry.

You have called me so many times,
you have said to many evil thing to me,
you have screamed at me.
At first I let you,
at first I just ignored you,
I laughed at everything you said.

This time you have gone to far,
I have let you talk to me like that,
hoping you would stop.
But you still talk to me like I don't have feelings.

Next time I see you,
something is going to happen,
I may hit you,
I may cuss you out,
I may even hug you with a smile on.
But I do know that I AM NOT going to be nice,
I am not going to say nice things to you,
you are going to get hurt again,
Emotionally or psychically,
and I'm not sorry.