I'm Not Emo I Can't Be

I'm not emo, I can't be,
Cause then you would all hate me,
You laugh at me and think that me cutting is one big joke,
At first I thought you would understand,
But when I dyed my hair black and it just turned around,
You constantly call me emo,
And say shit like oh no one loves me,
And I thought you were my friends,
I better guess again,
Well you've got it all wrong,
There are secrets I must hide,
That cut me up inside,
Do you not see, that it is a serious plea,
But no I guess you really don't care about me,
You don't even ask me why,
You just assume I live a lie,
How you found out I don't know,
I wish you didn't though,
My one true love has died,
And I’ve done things that I must hide,
My world is one big mess,
Now you see why I get depressed,
You have it easy; I know people love me,
Just not the way I’d like 2 be loved,
And they wouldn't if I told them about why I want to die.