I'm Losing Sleep Over This

Wrote this at 3am, in a dizzy state. Not sure if it's any good. Please give feedback
I'm not even sure if I'm crying anymore,
I can no longer feel tears on my cheeks,
As the feeling has become a norm.

I can't feel emotion, I'm too numb
I can't feel happy,
I can't feel the sadness anymore,
All I'm left with is this empty, dead feeling
Where my heart used to be.
And it's weighing me down.

There's no one, NO ONE, that can help me now
No one, No one, even cares
They've even stopped pretending

I don't know what to do anymore
I just want to feel alive,
I can't deal. I can't feel.

So I must go seek the Great Perhaps,
in hopes of happiness in death;
Goodbye Cruel World.
   By Jamie-Lee Cuerrier
Published: 6/8/2008
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