I'm Gay & That's Who I Am...

My heart skipped a beat, when I thought I heard your name
It triggered memories of us, playing hide and seek, your favorite game
Some memories blurred, but the others remained the same
Memories of your hair blowing in the wind

Memories of my heart thumping, under your mildest touch
I've tried to stop loving you, I think they would prefer it this way
It would make our lives much easier, if we hide away their shame
I'm sorry that your hurting, I'm sorry I'm to blame

I shouldn't have loved you, you shouldn't have felt the same
Our forbidden love, that wrapped up stupid name
I wish I could change it, the way they make you feel ashamed
But what am I meant to do?

Tell everyone I love you, or stay quiet and be restrained
They won't let us love, but you and me are the same
Were the same as them, but stronger
For our love is here to stay

Because I can't touch you, it doesn't mean I don't care
For I've wished things different, I wish we could love in our own way
I miss you, even your silly childish ways
Maybe some day I'll understand, why you let go of my heart that way

Denying our love won't help, it'll give them the upper hand
Can't you see you're the same as them, if you agree and share there plan
I've said sorry a million times, but it won't change the way I am
I can't help it
I'm gay...

And that's how I am