I'm a Soldier

I'm not god and neither are you. We're here to do a job. That's to kill. Why are you happy about it? I'm not. I'm here because I'm determined. I'm proud and I'm focused. I'm not here to die. I'm a soldier. I'm not here to hesitate. I'm here to kill. You? Maybe. Don't cross my way. It wouldn't be wise. I'm here to kill. I just killed. I don't hesitate to crush your heart. I don't hesitate when you yell for mercy. I'm a soldier. I'm not a mongrel. I'm here to kill. Not for you. Not for the government. I'm a soldier. I fight for my friends, family and god. I fight for the proud not that unsure.The gun in my hand is a friend. It save's me. I can't fully rely on it. But it never leaves me. I'm not afraid. I'm afraid for that crying soldier. I mourn my dead comrades. I'm a soldier and I'm proud.