I'll Hold You Secretly With Love

I sit here and cry and wonder why I am tearful when I should be smiling to symbolize my appreciation for your love for me
I then realize that I don't only want companionship, but I want relationship
I visualized us arm in arm, lips on lips, eyes on eyes, soul in soul
But I understand that's not what you can have right now
But when will right now be when you are in me
Fully
Friendship is beautiful and I treasure them
But it's your lips and soul I want to treasure the most
You said someday
You and Me
Could be
So till someday, my heart and soul will wait
Yearn, and be patient
For your relationship gifted from above
But today,
I'll hold you secretly with love...
XoXo