I'll Always Love You

This is my latest story. Just wrote this, this May 2010.

In the end, I'll tell you where I got the names of the characters.

Hope you like it. ^.^

^.^ LYG

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My name is Lou and I'm in love with my boyfriend, Trick. Trick and I met at my cousin's birthday party. When I first met him, I already felt something special for him. But to my disappointment, he already has a girlfriend named Jessica. She's pretty and a good singer. When they broke up I don't know if I should feel happy or sad for him. A little bit mean? Yeah. I'm happy because he might court me. But I think he doesn't feel the same for me.

Time passes, we became friends. He then courted me;

"Lou?" he said.

"What is it?" I asked. We were in the park just walking around. I feel so happy when were together like this. I hope he feels the same for me.

"Can I court you?" he asked. He looked really nervous.

I looked at him, deep inside me I feel so happy. "Why?" I asked looking away. He might see the happiness in my eyes.

"Because I really like you," he admitted.

When I looked at him, he really is serious. "I think it's okay," I finally said.

"Really? Can I really court you?" he said happily. He's smile makes we want to melt.

"Yes," I said smiling.

We became couples after a few months. We were happy about our relationship. I met his friends and he met mine. One of his friends, Lester was my former classmate. I was surprise when Trick introduced us. Lester courted me before but I dumped him. We were friends actually.

At our first anniversary, I was really excited. I don't know what Trick planned for the two of us. He called me the day before and asked me that I wear something special for today. So I wore my favorite blue silk dress that my mom bought for me. About 7 o'clock that evening, Trick called and told me to go outside. When I opened the door -

"What the - "I looked down and saw petals of white roses. White rose is my favorite flower. I could smell the fragrant of the petals and it makes me more excited and a little bit nervous for what's going to happen. I looked around but saw nothing but white roses.

"Where could Trick be?" I asked myself. He asked me to go outside but he's not here.

A few moments later, a guitar started playing. I looked around and there I saw Trick playing the guitar. He looked really handsome in his gray polo and jeans. He walks slowly toward me still playing the guitar. He was singing a song that I think he composed. I haven't heard the song before that's why. The lyrics were really sweet and touching. The song ended and I smiled at him.

"Did you write the lyrics?" I asked smiling sweetly.

"My brother helped me. We made the song together. It's just for you, you know," he said slowly. "Did you like it?"

"I really like it," I said. "I really love it."

He smiled to me sweetly and I smiled back. After that we had a dinner and went to the park after. "This day was so wonderful. This is the best night I ever had, " I said. We were sitting in the park bench looking at the stars.

"You know I really love you Lou. And I'll do anything just to make you happy," he said looking at me.

I smiled and hold his hand. "I also love you Trick. I know you'll love me forever and don't worry I will also love you forever," I said smiling.

He holds my hand tightly. Then he gets his guitar and started playing our song. "Can you teach me that song?" I asked him.

"Sure," he said. He teaches me how to play the song and I quickly memorized it.

"What's the title of the song?" I asked.

"I'll always love you," he answered.

"That's really sweet," I said smiling and leaning my head in his shoulder. "It's getting late. I think we should go home now."

"You're right. Your father might kill me if I brought you home so late," he laughed.

Inside his car we were talking about our night, when suddenly the car in front of us stopped.

"What happened?" I asked looking at the car.

"I don't know. What the - "

I looked at him and looked where his eyes locked. I saw a 10-wheeler truck that's out of control. It smashed the car in front of us and the car in front of us was getting closer to our car.

All I could remember was the time Trick hugged me tight like he's protecting me. I woke up and I realize I was in the hospital.

"I'm glad you're alright."

I recognized my mom's voice. "What happened?" I asked my mom.

"Don't you remember?" my mom said. "You had an accident."

"How long have I been asleep?" I asked.

"About 3 days," my mom said. She looks like she's going to cry.

"Mom, I'm alright now. By the way, where's Trick?" I asked. "Did he visit me?"

"He's still in the hospital. But he's not yet awake," my mom answered. "He got a serious injury."

"What?! I need to see him! Now!" I said getting up.

"But Lou, you should be in bed. The doctor said, when you wake up, you need some rest," mom pleaded.

"Please, mom," I begged.

"Oh, alright. Come now," she said. She helped me get up and went to the room beside mine. "I'll just wait for you outside."

I went inside and saw Trick sleeping. His face has wounds and stitches. I hold his hand tight and said, "Trick, I'm here. Don't worry I'm alright. Please wake up. You need to wake up. I'm really worried. Don't worry I'll always right here beside you."

One week passed, I already went out in the hospital and Trick wasn't still waking up. I'm always visiting him and taking care of him. One night, while telling him the things that happened to me that day, Trick slowly opened his eyes.

"Trick?"

He looked at me and I smiled. "Can you hear me?" I asked feeling relieved. Finally he woke up. "Oh, Trick. You know I'm very worried about you. I thought - "

"Who are you?" he suddenly asked.

"Trick, don't you remember me? It's me Lou." I said my heart beating really fast.

He just looked at me. What's happening? He doesn't remember me.

*
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a girl looking at me smiling.

"Trick?" she said. I don't know this girl but her voice is so familiar.

"Can you hear me?" she started. "Oh, Trick. You know ... " I can't hear her that much.

"Who are you?" I finally asked.

"Trick, don't you remember me? It's me Lou." She said.

I looked at her and her eyes seem to form some tears. I still can't recognize this girl. But I feel that I've known her from somewhere. Like I've known her very well. But why couldn't I remember?

"Trick? Don't you recognize me?" she said. Tears slowly dropped in her beautiful face.

I don't know why but I feel pain inside me. Who is this girl?

The door opened and Jessica went in. She looked at us, and then she bowed her head when she saw the girl beside me crying.

"Uhm ..." the girl beside me started. "I need to go now. I'll just visit you here tomorrow, ok?" She went out quickly. My eyes followed her till she went out.

"What happened?" Jessica asked.

"Do you know that girl?" I asked her. "She seems so familiar to me."

"Don't you recognize her?" Jessica asked.

"Uhm ... she's your - "Jessica stopped because the doctor went inside.

"I heard that you're already awake," the doctor said. "How are you?"

I'm alright," I said. "Doctor? I think I have amnesia."

"We're going to do some test in your brain," the doctor said.

I looked at Jessica and she seems to be smiling. I hope I don't have amnesia.

After the test, the doctor told me the result. "You have amnesia. But don't worry you'll remember everything I think in a month or two," he explained.

"But why do I recognize Jessica?" I asked.

"You just forgot the memories of the past 2 years. Maybe you already met this girl year before." The doctor explained.

I felt like some stupid person right now. I can't remember the things I've done and the people I've met for the past 2 years. What if I've met someone special? Nah, Jessica was my girlfriend. Did we break up for the past 2 years?

"Jessica?" I said.

"What is it?" she asked looking at me.

"Are you still my girlfriend?" I asked.

She stopped for a while then she smiled. "Of course. Hope you don't forget your feelings for me." She laughed.

"Of course, I don't," I said. "Only my memories are gone but not my feelings." But deep inside me I think I don't love Jessica anymore. I'm such a jerk! Jessica is my girlfriend and I know I still have feelings for her. I think.

*
I closed the door behind me and all I could feel now was the pain. I went to the nurse lounge and told them that Trick is already awake and then I left. I think Trick really doesn't recognize me. What happened? Then the truth hit me. Oh no! He has amnesia. What will happen to our relationship? What will happen to us if he doesn't remember even a little bit about me? What will happen to me?

The next day, I happened to bumped into Trick's doctor. "Doctor?"

"Yes?" he asked.

"What happened to Trick? Why doesn't he recognize me?" I asked.

"Sorry to tell you but he has amnesia. He could only remember the things happened last 2 years and until the day he was born. He couldn't remember the things happened for the past 2 years." The doctor explained.

"Oh. Thank you doctor." I said. The doctor smiled then left. That's the reason why he couldn't remember me. For sure he forgot everything about me. Maybe he could still remember his feelings for me. Only his memories are gone but not his feelings. I know he could remember me.

I went to Trick's room with a smile. I knocked at Trick's room then I entered. I stopped when I saw that he and Jessica were holding hands. Trick was smiling brightly. I could feel the pain again but this time it's two times more.

"Hi there, Lou," he greeted. "Jessica told me everything." He looked at Jessica and Jessica smiled. There's something fishy around here. Jessica smile was evil or was it just my imagination?

"Really?" I asked putting away my thoughts about Jessica. "Everything? For the past 2 years?"

"Yup. She told me that you and I were really close friends. That's why I feel kind of happy when I saw you here when I woke up." He said smiling.

I was shocked that just stand there looking at him. The words "close friends" is popping in my head again and again. Why would Jessica lie? I looked at her and she was smiling.

"Want to join us? We were just going to play some board games," he said.

"No! Then if I'm your close friend, then who is Jessica in your life?" I asked getting angry at the moment.

"My girlfriend of course. Don't you know? I thought the two of you were friends?" he said confusedly.

Jessica immediately said, "Of course we are!"

I want to slap Jessica so hard! I want to smashed her face in the wall and torture her till she tells the truth to Trick.

"Are you alright?" Trick asked. "You look kinda sick."

"I'm alright. I just need to go outside. See you later," I said. I immediately went out. What should I do? Why would Jessica lie? My God! She's still in love with Trick, that's why. There's no other reason. If I tell Trick that I'm his girlfriend he might not believe me because in his mind it is Jessica and that he loves her not me.

"Lou?"

I looked up and saw Lester walking towards me. He was with his friends. "We heard Trick already woke up so we decided to visit him. And we also heard that he got amnesia. " he said.

"Can I talk to you all for a minute?" I asked.

I know they are all thinking what I'm going to say. But they just followed me until we came into the lobby.

I told them my plan and their first reaction was -

"What?" Lester yelled.

"Please don't shout. Can you all do it for me?" I asked pleadingly.

"You want us to like to Trick?" Levi one of his friends asked.

"It's not lying. Uhm.. yes it's a lie but it's all about me not yours. Just don't tell Trick that I'm his real girlfriend," I said.

"But why?" Jel, also one of his friends asked.

"I know he's feeling lonely right now. If we or I told him the truth about our relationship he wouldn't believe us. But he could be thinking it all the time and he might get sick pressuring himself to remember everything," I explained to them. Hope they understand.

"What about you?" Levi asked. "Can you handle those things? I mean can you take the consequences?"

"I can try. Just for Trick," I said. "I know he'll remember me sooner. He'll remember his feelings for me."

They all looked at me and all of them agreed.

"Thanks guys," I said smiling sadly.

"I just can't believe that Jessica lied like that. That bitch." Lester said. "Sorry for the word but she is really a bitch, right?"

I laughed. After a long time, I finally laughed.

Days past and Trick can't still remember everything. Jessica was still pretending to be his girlfriend. But Trick seems to be enjoying himself. He was happy about it. Maybe he still loves Jessica after all this years.

I always went outside when I'm about to cry. I really can't stop my tears when I saw him and Jessica sweet to each other. There's so much pain inside me especially when I heard Trick told Jessica that he loves her. When it should be me he's telling those words. It hurts so much.
*
Lou was always looking after me till night. Sometimes she's sleeping in the hospital just to make sure I'm alright. And my parents seem to like it. I think they like her more than Jessica. I always feel very happy when I see her. I don't know why. I feel there's something special about her but I don't remember. I want to remember everything. Everything about her. I want to know what's really about her. How I met her and how we became close friends.

I can't explain my feelings when I see Lou about to cry. She's always went out when she's about to cry. Maybe she thought I haven't noticed it but I did. I'm always watching her when she's here. I feel pain in my heart when I see her in that condition. Hope I know why.

Lester visited me that afternoon. "How are you?" he asked me.

"I'm alright," I answered. He was holding his guitar in his right hand. "Why did you bring your guitar?"

"Nothing. I feel just playing today," he replied smiling. He started playing and I just listened. The door opened and Lou went in.

"Good afternoon," she greeted.

"Good afternoon to you too," I greeted back.

"Good afternoon, Lou," Lester greeted.

"Do you know how to play guitar?" I asked her. She seems to be in good mood today. Maybe because Jessica wasn't here or maybe because Lester is here. Are they dating?

"I only know one song," she said looking at Lester's guitar.

"Can you play it for us?" I asked. "Please."

"Uhm ... sure," she said. Lester gave her the guitar and she took a deep breath. She started playing and her voice is so sweet. The song she's playing was familiar to me like I've known the song very much. Was it my favorite song? The song ended and Lou laughed.

"Sorry if I forgot some lyrics," she said lowering her head. Maybe the song was so special to her.

"It's alright. It's really great," Lester complimented. "Did you compose that?"

"Actually, no," she replied. "Someone really special to me made that song for me. That's why I really love that song." She smiled.

*
I gave Lester his guitar back. "Thanks for lending me your guitar." I said.

"That's alright," he said.

"Who is this special person you're talking about?" Trick asked me.

I saw Lester looking at me sadly. I know what he's thinking. He's thinking that I should tell Trick the truth. "My boyfriend," I said softly.

"You have a boyfriend? Who is it?" he asked.

"We just broke up," I said looking at him.

"Oh, I'm sorry," Trick said looking at me. "I'm really sorry."

"Don't worry," I said trying to smile. "But I still love him. I love him so much."

"Why did you break up with him?" Trick asked.

Before I thought of a convincing answer the door opened and Jessica came in. She saw me but didn't bother to greet me even Lester. Maybe because she knows Lester knows the truth too.

"Hi, sweetheart! How are you?" she said kissing him in the cheeks. "I missed you so much."

"I'm fine," Trick said. "I thought you'll visit me later at night."

"Well, I decided to surprise you," she said.

I was trying not to smile but Jessica seems to be annoyed. Maybe because her sweetheart didn't say he missed her too.

"Well, we'll go now," Lester said. She pulled me outside before I even say goodbye to Trick. I just waved my hand to him.

"Why did you tell Trick that you and your boyfriend broke up?" Lester asked annoyed.

"What's wrong with that?" I asked. My smile faded away now that reality came back to me. He still doesn't recognize me.

"Did you forget that you are his girlfriend? Have you got amnesia too?" Lester said still annoyed.

"I don't have amnesia. Maybe he's my boyfriend before he got amnesia. Now he has, I'm not," I said. "Jessica is his girlfriend now."

"But you know Jessica was pretending," Lester said looking at me.

"But Trick seems to like it. He seems to like the idea that he and Jessica were couples." I said, now tears started forming in my eyes.

Lester didn't respond to what I had said. He just looked at me and holds my hand.

"You know Lou that I really liked you," he said looking at me. "If you only answered me and if you didn't dump me, I know I could really make you happy."

I just smiled at him and I said, "You know that I couldn't love you because all I could feel for you was just a friend. Hope you understand that."

"If you didn't love Trick, you will not feel the pain you're feeling right now," Lester said holding my hand tightly.

"Pain is part of life and loving someone," I said. "You will understand what I'm saying when you already love someone."

"I already felt that pain. Now that I'm seeing you in pain made me feel the pain too. But two times more," he said.

I could see that he really is concerned.

"I understand," he said letting go of my hand. "You really love Trick that much."

I smiled. I'm glad he understood now. "Let's go home now," I said.

We were about to take a cab when Lester suddenly remembered that he left his guitar in Trick's room. "I'll get it," I insist. I run towards the hospital entrance and used the elevator. When I reached Trick's room I slowly opened the door but when I opened it halfway I could hear someone shouting.

"Why is Lou always here in your room?" I recognize Jessica's voice. Her voice is really angry and they are talking about me.

"She's visiting me," Trick replied. He seems to be calm while Jessica just burst out angrily.

"Visiting?! You call it visiting? She sleeps here just to be with you. What is she, your personal nurse?" Jessica yelled.

"Why are you angry? She's our friend. What's wrong with that? And she just wants to make sure I'm alright. She's a good friend." Trick said.

I didn't hear Jessica voice for a while. Then she said, "Why are you protecting her? I could feel
it. You are protecting her. Do you feel something for her?"

I really want to hear Trick's answer to this. "She's my friend. I love her as my friend. You know that I love you. Even though I've got amnesia my feelings for you will never change," he said.

"Will you love Lou when you don't love me anymore?" she asked.

Trick was quiet for a while. "You are the one for me. You are the one I love not her. And I'm happy."

I don't know how much pain I felt right now. Trick's words made me weak. I don't know what to think or do but one thing for sure, my heart hurts so badly. I can't stop myself from crying. I didn't get Lester's guitar anymore, I just run outside the hospital crying. I don't care what other people think of me right now seeing me crying like this like someone I love died. All I care is that Trick's feelings for me will never come back. I will never feel his love again. I will never again see him smile and never again be with him.

Lester was waiting for me outside. She saw me crying and he hugged me tight. "What happened?" he asked.

I can't speak and I don't want to talk about it.

"Tell me," Lester's concern voice makes we want to cry so hard. "Don't worry, I'm here."

I cried so hard and Lester was by my side trying to make me feel better. I think Lester was
right, if only I loved him before I wouldn't feel this pain right now. If only I didn't love Trick.

I didn't visit Trick in the hospital after that day. He was out in the hospital but I didn't visit him nor call him. I heard that he and Jessica was still together and that makes me feel the pain again. I'm trying to forget Trick but how could I forget someone I love so much. How could I forget someone who occupies my whole heart?

After a few days, mom told me something, "Your dad and I decided that we will move to Bard,"

"That far?" I asked. "Why?"

"Your father earned enough money to build a new house in Bard," my mom explained.

"But why in Bard?" I asked. "It's so far away." So far away from Trick.

"Our relatives lived there, don't you remember? They helped your father buy a lot there," my mom said.

"I think that's alright," I agreed. "When will we move?"

My mom looked at me sadly. "Are you sure it's alright?"

"Of course," I replied. Actually I don't want to move. I don't want to leave my friends and especially Trick. If I leave nothing will change. Trick will still love Jessica. He will never gonna miss me.

"We'll leave this Saturday," mom said.

"This Saturday? But that's 5 days away," I said.

"Your father made the decision about that," my mom said and left me.

I'm gonna miss them all. Especially Trick.

The following day, I told my friends about it.

"What? You'll move to Bard?" Ara, my best friend shouted.

"Why are you shouting?" I said.

"But that's 4 days away. It's near you know. And Bard is so far away," she said. "We need to throw a party before you leave."

"Wow! Your big time now, huh," Jessie, also one of the friends said. "To live in Bard, you need a lot of money."

"My father earned enough money," I laughed. "But not big time"

"I can't believe your leaving," Mariel, one of the friends said sadly. "Will we ever see you again?"

"You guys talked like I will never come back. It's just in Bard. It's still in this country. You can visit me if you want. I'll visit you here too," I said.

"We'll chat always, okay?" Ara said.

"Yeah. Tell us if there's handsome hunk in there," Mariel joked. "We'll leave here as soon as possible."

We all laughed. I'll miss these guys so much.

That afternoon, I told Trick's friend about it.

"That's 4 days away," Levi said.

"I know," I said.

"Does Trick know about this?" Lester asked me. "Did you tell him?"

"I didn't tell him anything," I answered. "And I don't want him to know."

"They are always fighting you know," Levi said. "Trick and Jessica. I always saw them fighting."

"I don't care anymore," I lied.

"We'll gonna miss you," Jel said.

Lester didn't talk for a while. "I'm gonna miss you so much," he said.

I smiled and hugged them. "Thanks guys. I'll miss you too."
*
Friday night, Jessica and I were supposed to go on a date but I told her that I'm not feeling well. I don't feel like spending the night with her.

Ding dong, ding dong

I opened the door and Lester was standing outside. "Hi Trick!" he greeted. "Just want to talk
to you."

"About, what?" I asked. "This late of hour?"

"About Lou," he said looking very serious. "Can we have a walk in the park?"

"Sure," I said confusedly. About Lou? What will he tell me about Lou? Did something happen to her?

We went to the park and there we sit in the bench. "What do you think of Lou?" he asked me suddenly.

"She's my friend," I said.

"I mean, don't you feel anything for her? Anything special?" he asked.

"Why?" I replied. "Are you too dating?"

"No. Just answer me honestly," he said.

I didn't talk for a while. Do I have feelings for her? "Actually, I don't know what I feel for her. I mean when she's near me I feel very happy and when she's not I feel so lonely," I admitted.

"Even when you're with Jessica?" he asked again.

"Yes," I said. "I don't feel something like this for Jessica. I can't even feel that I really love her."

"Want to know the truth?" he said.

"What truth?" I asked.

"Come with me" He brought me to a place where fences were broken and one tree was like hit by a big truck.

"This is where you had your accident," Lester said.

"So this is the place," I said feeling cold.

"Yes," he continued. "You and Lou had your accident here."

I looked at him and said, "Lou?"

"Yup,"

"Why is Lou with me?" I asked really confused.

"It's you first anniversary that day," Lester told me. "A big truck hit the car in front of you and the car in front of you hit your car. You hugged Lou tightly before the car hit yours."

"But - that can't be!" I said.

"Who is the first one you saw when you woke up? Who took good care of you when you're still in the hospital? Who is the one who sleeps in the hospital just to make sure you're alright? It's Lou! Lou is your real girlfriend not Jessica. Lou told us not to tell you the truth," he said.

"But why?" I asked. I want to know all the things. The truth!

"She noticed that you had a hard time accepting the fact that you can't remember everything," Lester said. "She doesn't want to tell you because if she told you about it you'll just pressure yourself thinking about it all the time."

"Why did Jessica told me that she's my girlfriend?" I asked.

"Maybe after all these years, she still loves you," Lester said looking at me. "Do you remember the song she played in the hospital?"

"That beautiful song? I remember it. It looks familiar actually," I said.

"You compose it for her," Lester said.

"I made it for Lou?" I said very surprised. That's why the song is so familiar. I can't believe the things I've heard. The truth. That's why I always see Lou trying to stop herself from crying. I can't believe I've done something that could hurt her. I hurt her so much. I need to see her!

"By the way," Lester started. "She's leaving tomorrow. They'll move to Bard."

"Bard? Tomorrow?" I said my eyes widening. "But that's -"

"Talk to her," Lester suggested. "Tell her all the things you want to hell her. She'll leave tomorrow at 2 o'clock sharp."

"Thanks Lester," I said. "You're a real friend."

I called Jessica when I got home. At first she didn't admit it but after a while she finally admitted that she pretends to be my girlfriend. I forgave her and then told her to move on.

I tried to contact Lou next. Ring, Ring , Ring, Ring

The phone just kept ringing. No one is answering. I'll try tomorrow.

*
Saturday morning, I feel so sad. We are going to leave this day. Sigh.

"Are your things packed?" mom asked. I didn't answer her. "Lou?"

I was busy thinking of something. "I'm already finished, mom," I answered her.

"We will leave at exactly 2 o'clock," my mom told me.

"Ok, mom," that's all I could answer. My mom leaves the room and I continue thinking. Hope he'll know I'm leaving. I'm really gonna miss him. I want to see him but I can't. Oh Trick. When will you remember everything?

I went downstairs and told my mom that I'll just walk in the park for a while. My mom agreed and I left.

*
I decided to go to Lou's house that morning to see her. If I can't contact her I think I just need to see her.

Ding dong, Ding Dong

I rang in Lou's house. Her mom opened the door and she greeted, "Hi, Trick! Are you looking for Lou?"

"Yes. Is she here?" I asked desperately.

"She went to the park a while ago. Maybe she's still there," she said.

"Thanks," I said. Then she closed the door and I immediately run to the park and look for Lou.

*
I sat on the bench where Trick and I sat that night of our anniversary. I still remember everything like it was just yesterday. I feel very lonely right now. It hurts to remember everything we used to do.

Then a guy was standing in front of me. I looked up and saw Trick panting.

"What happened to you?" I asked him. I looked away when he looked at me.

"I ran. I went to your house and your mom told me you were here," he said sitting beside me.

"Why are you looking for me?" I suddenly asked. There's a reason why he was looking for me for sure and I want to know why. Maybe he's just going to say goodbye and that I've been a good friend to him.

He took a deep breath and he said, "I know everything,"

"What everything?" I said calmly but deep inside me my heart was pounding so hard. Did he just remember everything? Everything about us?

"It doesn't mean I don't have amnesia anymore. I know everything because someone told me," he started. "When I first saw you back then in the hospital, I didn't recognize your face. But I feel very happy whenever you're near me like there's something special about you."

I didn't know what to say that's why I just kept quiet. Now that Trick knows everything, did his feelings for me come back?

"Whenever I saw you in the hospital trying to control your emotions, whenever you seem to be like crying I felt so bad. I felt my heart hurt and I don't know why. I didn't know anything about the truth, but now I know why."

He holds my hand tightly and said, "You are the one I love and you're the one I want to share my whole life with. You're the one I'll love forever. Hope you'll love me too. Now that I hurt so much I hope your love for me is still there inside you. Do you still love me?"

I was really surprised and speechless. I don't know what to say to him. He loves me. Even though he still got amnesia, he loves me. It means that his love for me is still there all the time.

"I - I love you so much," I cried. "I still love you even though you hurt me so badly!" I laughed. "I want to tell you everything before but I was afraid that you'll never believe me."

"At first I didn't believe it. But I believe that you really love me and I love you," he said. "I
want to tell you that I will never leave you and I'll always love you."

I smiled sweetly.

"Why are you smiling?" he asked smiling too.

"The song you compose for me is entitled, 'I'll always love you'," I said.

"I want you to be with me forever. I want to spend my whole life with you," he said hugging me. "I don't want you to leave."

My smile faded. The word leaves hit me. "You're the reason why I agreed to move to Bard," I admitted. "I thought you'll never gonna miss me when I leave."

"Of course I will," he said. "I will really really miss you. You know when you stopped visiting in the hospital I'm really lonely. I always want to see you smiling at me. I always want to be with you. You know I planned then that I will do everything to be in the hospital much longer. Maybe if that happened you'll visit me again."

I laughed. He kissed me smoothly. I miss his kiss so much. It made me cry.

He wipes my tears away, "I'll wait for you," he said. "If ever you'll move here again, I'll wait for you. I'll visit you in Bard and we'll always contact each other, okay?"

I nodded. He continued, "Don't look for another guy, okay? Even when he's more handsome than me or much sweeter."

I laughed and smiled. "Don't worry, there's no one in my heart. It's you that I love and want to spend my life with. I will miss you."

"I will miss you too," he hugged me tightly.

At 2pm that day, Trick was helping us put our things in the car. I hugged him so tightly and told him, "We'll always chat okay? And you'll call me every day," I said.

"I promise," he said smiling.

Trick visits me in Bard whenever he has a time. And I visit him too. I moved to another school in Bard and made new friends. Trick and I always chat and talk to the phone. We still love each other even though we're far away.

3 years passed and we moved back. I was so happy that I'll always be with Trick again. Our relationship became stronger and we love each other more and more each day. I know that we'll never gonna be apart.

Many years passed, Lester introduced us his girlfriend named Jasmine. I'm so happy about it. For at last, Lester found the girl for her. Jessica also had a boyfriend and they are happy. We all became friends again. And all of us had a happy ending.

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Facts:
Lou - this is my nickname. (Luanne)
Trick - this is my boyfriend's nickname (Patrick)
Ara, Mariel - is my best friends' nicknames.

Tell me what you think about my story. Hope you post some comments and vote in the poll. :)

My other story:
Until The End of Time - Read it here

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Shocking news:
I submitted my other story "My Destiny" here in Buzzle but it was not approved. I submitted that story to other sites but I already removed it. But then, some people posted my story in their blogs that's why Buzzle didn't approve it. So sad. :(

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