I Won't Let it Happen Again

You say you care,
Still you look away when I’m blue
You said I'll be there,
But when I searched for your warm embrace,
You were far gone
You tell me to trust you,
Still you give me all the reasons not to.

I’m not here for you to come,
And go as you like,
I'm here because I care,
Because I will be there if you let me,
And because there is no one else,
But you're in my heart.

You used me many times before,
I won't let it happen again,
So I’m giving up this fight
Even if it's against my own heart and Will,
You should have learned by now,
That you’re not the only one with feelings,
That you can't be in control all the time.

Now I’m taking control of my own life,
Making a new start,
And I start by giving up what hurts me the most...
You.