I Won't Do It!

Please read…I'm twelve nearly thirteen and I think some other people will know what I'm going through…and can someone give me some advice on how to deal with it.
I won't do it, I want to live,
my life is not a gift to give,
I won't do it, I want to be happy,
pain should not be because of me,
I won't do it, I don't want to bleed,
self harm I no longer need,
I wont do it, I don’t want to bruise,
If I do my life I'll loose,
I won't do it, I am still hurt,
my suicide won't be the reapers alert,
I won't do it, I don't want to cry,
I need to fight and not to die,
I will do it, I will find fun,
and then this battle can be won,
I will do it, I'll live my life,
my wrists won't bleed from my knife,
I will do it, I'll put it in the past,
Then I can live a happy life at last.
   By Nikki Wheidt
Published: 5/20/2007
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