I Wish I Had The Strength

These thoughts won't go away.

I wish I had the strength
Not to care.

I wish I had the strength
To hate you for treating me this way.

I wish I had the strength
To tell you exactly how I am feeling.

I wish I had the strength
To walk away.

I wish I had the strength
To make you feel the pain I do.

I wish I had the strength
To sink to your level.

But I don’t,
And I won’t.

I love you too much.