I Wanted to Die it Looked So Easy
This is about a girl that dies because she hates her life.. but then she comes back and starts all over in 2 grade.
I stood on the ledge looking down. My heart pumping fast. The water looked so inviting. Dark, cold, and wet it screamed. I looked back at my locket lying next to my shoes. Perfect thing to put in place of remembering me. I knew someone would find it, eventually.
My eyes closed and I found myself going back to this morning when I had decided I wanted to end my life. It was 7 in the morning I was at school.
I was in ela with my 2 friends. We were learning how to write a paragraph. We were only in 7 grade. I mean why would we not know how to write a paragraph (sarcastically saying). My teacher called on me to answer a question but I did not know it. They al laughed a me the bell rang I was sick off every one every day people always pick on me and call me names not anymore I said. I went to my locker and opened it, I put my stuff in the locker and ran out off the school.
I found a bike on the street and road it for a water fall I used to watch but this time I was not watching.
I pulled my bike up to the mouten and ran up the path. My heart beating. When I got to the top I stood on the ledge looking down. My heart pumping faster. The water looked so inviting. Dark, cold, and wet it screamed. I new what I wanted to do. I herd the cop's alarms they most of found my note I left on my locker. I looked backed down I herd them coming up. I new this would make the pain all stop so I did it.
I thought, wonder what havens like. Falling felt incredible. The wind in my face, blowing through my hair, and stinging my opened eyes. Giggles bursting from my lips with no control. I felt my heart pace quicken as i was nearing the water. This was it. My last moments alive. I heard the clock sing its twelfth chime and I closed my eyes.
My feet hit the water first. The pain burned through my body like an electric shock. The wet waves took over and threw me around beneath the surface. Forcing me to tumble and turn. Down and down I sunk. Opening my mouth, my body was trying to find air. Bubbles shot out of my mouth floating toward the top. My arms tried to follow the bubbles, but my mind was set. Today was my last day. I felt my subconscious take over my mind and my heart slow down to a stop. I smiled. That was it. Death was easy.
My eyes closed and I found myself going back to this morning when I had decided I wanted to end my life. It was 7 in the morning I was at school.
I was in ela with my 2 friends. We were learning how to write a paragraph. We were only in 7 grade. I mean why would we not know how to write a paragraph (sarcastically saying). My teacher called on me to answer a question but I did not know it. They al laughed a me the bell rang I was sick off every one every day people always pick on me and call me names not anymore I said. I went to my locker and opened it, I put my stuff in the locker and ran out off the school.
I found a bike on the street and road it for a water fall I used to watch but this time I was not watching.
I pulled my bike up to the mouten and ran up the path. My heart beating. When I got to the top I stood on the ledge looking down. My heart pumping faster. The water looked so inviting. Dark, cold, and wet it screamed. I new what I wanted to do. I herd the cop's alarms they most of found my note I left on my locker. I looked backed down I herd them coming up. I new this would make the pain all stop so I did it.
I thought, wonder what havens like. Falling felt incredible. The wind in my face, blowing through my hair, and stinging my opened eyes. Giggles bursting from my lips with no control. I felt my heart pace quicken as i was nearing the water. This was it. My last moments alive. I heard the clock sing its twelfth chime and I closed my eyes.
My feet hit the water first. The pain burned through my body like an electric shock. The wet waves took over and threw me around beneath the surface. Forcing me to tumble and turn. Down and down I sunk. Opening my mouth, my body was trying to find air. Bubbles shot out of my mouth floating toward the top. My arms tried to follow the bubbles, but my mind was set. Today was my last day. I felt my subconscious take over my mind and my heart slow down to a stop. I smiled. That was it. Death was easy.
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