~I Want to Go Home~

It’s so hard to be without you love
I must pretend all is fine
I never want to say
How I cry for you everynight

When am so far away
My heart is in pain from missing you
And if I have to endure this pain, to feel such love
Then in pain I will be with a smile

It is hard to enter the room
And no one's there
Only the empty bed staring at me
I only wish you were here

The sadness crawls out
To torment me again
Wanting to disappear into darkness
I close my eyes weep

I sit here in the dark
I cry alone, silents, unknown
Arms wrapped around my head
But they are my own

No warmth of no other
No love, just sorrow
I feel broken inside
Am lost with no place to be my end

I feel each and everyday
That am so near, but still so far
So I lay here, broken and alone
Waiting on the day…to go home…