I Try To Be Friends

As I look at you
You look away from me,
As I try to talk to you
You walk away from me again,
As I phoned you
you always hung up every time,
As I wright letters as friends do
you always rip'm and through them away,
I can always see everytime I
try to be friends;
A tear drops off your face
as you hid away.

As I cry infront of you
you look away as I never was there,
As I'm hurt from pain;
You pay no attention,
But laugh at me instead.

As I stumbled to get up
you push me back down,
A shadow of a vampire as my friend;
treats me better than you do.

So know I try to be friends
with someone else,
And that person is me;
Cause every time I try to be friends,
They always push me away,
So being my friend is better
than being friends with you,
At least I now What a true
friend is;
It's not you.