I Thought It was Over

I thought I was over this
I thought I was done feeling this way,
I really did,
But apparently I'm not,
This is a couple of people's fault but mostly mine,
You guys are lucky I can act,
You are lucky I can put on my fake smile tomorrow and go
But when I see you I'm going to break,
I'm gonna come to you and cry on your shoulder
I want you to hold me and never let go,
Nothing could make me feel better except you,
I really thought this stage of life was over
Newsflash to self
It's not