I There is a God

If there is a god out there,
He hates me.
For he keeps torturing me.
Teasing and Taunting.
Mocking me with your face.
I see it everywhere.
In the smallest things,
I feel your essence.

Pictures and poems,
Movies and Songs.
And worst of all,
My dreams.
I dream of a day you see that I love you,
And you come to me.
But then I wake up to yet another day,
Where I don't see your face.
And yet I do.
If there is a god out there,
He Hates Me.