I Surrender

It hurts deeper than just emotionally
Physically it gnaws at my body
Leaving me restless and anxious
From the moment you left.

I knew what was yet to come
Can't stop thinking about you
Resisting the urge to scream your name
Vision blurs, tears stream down.

Footsteps echo off of the walls
Yet they are not yours
Nightfall takes on its form
Hours pass into days
Days into weeks
Weeks into months.

My head is pounding from desperation
Desperation turns into anger
Anger turns into fear
Hitting that breaking point
I surrender... reality takes effect.