I Sing to You My Love 8

JAY P.O.V

I was ready to take her there, I was willing to take care of her, and she had been through so much and if I ever make love to her there is no turning back. I need to take full responsibility for my actions.

Beatrice baby, I whispered, I know this is your first time so am going to make it less painful you understand me.

She was out of words all she did was nod, and I ripped the condom placed it on and gently laid her on the brown leather couch in the corner of the room.

I gently entered her, then she jerked as if she has been pricked, she tried to pull away from me, she looked frightened "please baby let me love you, the pain will pass" I assured her

I let her calm down then I continued to make love to my B. As soon as I finished I collected her in my arms and let her head rest on my chest.

This was the first time in my life to let a woman lay on my chest after fucking, any girl I just run to the nearest exit, this was different, she was different I thought as I gazed at her.

"Beatrice, you ok?" I tentatively asked
All she could do was nod, - may be she was out of words or she regretted it.
I did not know what to do, I know I have slept with so many girls but it was never like this. SHIT WHAT SHOULD I DO NEXT.

SHOWER: - I thought to myself this is the next best move, then maybe bed she needs to relax and rest, because she should be sore down there and in pain.

"Hey baby"
Mmm she answered
Let’s go upstairs so I can draw you a bath, then maybe some food.
Jay, I feel so sore and in pain, is it normal? She gave me a puzzled look
Baby, yeah it is that is why you need to take a warm bath ok?

Hey Jay - if it’s not a big deal, can I get a ride back home, she looked at me hazily as she gathered he clothes from the couch and starting to dress.
"BACK HOME? WHY NOW?" I shouted at her, we just did something beautiful why is she doing this.
"No, its not you it’s me I just want to go home" she lowered her head to floor and tried to get reach for the door
I rushed to her and pulled her back "SO what just happened here, is this it?" I angrily asked.

"Come Jay, we all know how it went down, I know you" she quietly pointed out to me.
I then released her hand and stared in air

"Fuck then, get a cab" I angrily suggested

"See you at school pal," she coolly told me

And then left.