I Only Want You
I'm a new author, this is my first story. No mean or bad comments please. This is a Love Story and comments are greatly appreciated :) Sorry if there are mistakes.
My name is Stella. I'm seventeen years young and I've been through a lot of stuff. My mom died 2 years ago and my dad and brother always leave me out. I recently moved in with my aunt because I was so sick of being neglected. I have this really weird personality and I love it, I mean I'm creepy and funny. I'm just a realist. Sure I have dreams but I don't want to get ahead of myself. I mean a person can only go so far in life. I don't think I'm ever going to be fully happy. I mean look at my past ...I've lost the only women inspiration in my life, my ex-boyfriends are stupid and my best friend Eric is really caught up with this new girl he's dating. I've always been the outgoing girl. I hang out with the guys. They kind of consider me one of the boys.
I guess that's why it never really lasted with all my boyfriends. They probably thought that I was just too "manly." Which I think is complete and utter bullshit, but whatever. Anyway I do have really amazing things going on in my life. Like I have another best friend named Colie who is just amazing. She fills up the huge gaps I feel that I have in my life. There's a couple of things you should probably know about me. I don't really like girls much. Like for friends. I just think girls are so catty and bi polar. That's why I'm one of the "guys." Just hearing the word girl makes me want to heave and gag. Alright maybe that was me exaggerating a little.
But I just don't like to associate myself with any girls other than Colie, unless of course they're family. My cousin Amanda is really close to me. I love just to talk to her and hanging out. Most girls though are just drama. Like they are so self-centered and they don't even care. They're so centered around stupid stuff during the next year which is senior year. Instead of planning fun things, they're worried about what dress is going to match their high heels and who's going to win prom queen. It's like, come on man...can you be any more shallow???? I think you get my point.
Today is the 10th day of school and yeah you could call me a pessimist but I can already tell this year is going to blow. An upside to this though is that Eric is having a party a week from today, which is friday, and I heard there's a new kid here. Apparently he's a guy and you could probably guess that the girls are freaking out about him. Did I mention girls are shallow.? Okay, so maybe there's an explanation to why I dislike girls so much. I had a best friend named Beth two years ago and I also had a boyfriend. Let's just say Beth and boys equals trouble. So you could call her a boyfriend stealer and a hoe...I just prefer to avoid her.
Anyway I ran into Eric and his girlfriend Sadie on my way to home room. Sadie had her arm intertwined with Eric's and they were giggling about something..I kind of started today dream because they just looked so happy. I wonder if I could ever be that happy with a guy? Probably not. I've had nothing but disappointments with guys. I don't think that cycle will ever change. I always pick the wrong guys. Or maybe it's more like they pick me and rope me in with their pretend charming attitudes. I was snapped back into reality when I bumped into Eric.
"Hey, Stella! I haven't seen you lately. We should chill sometime. You, me, and Sadie," said Eric enthusiastically, which had Sadie looking all worried. I was just thinking girl relax I'm not interested nor will I ever want to steal your boyfriend.
"Oohh yeah. Me, you, and ....Sadie..Fun fun." I dragged out then in fun for dramatic effect.
"So you're coming to my party right? It's going to be so fun. My dad said that we could use the pool too. So bring that sexy suit," Eric winked at me which caused me to smile. Me and Eric are best friends and I don't want to be with him but ever since we've met we've always had this flirty thing between us. But it's not awkward. I do miss the times where we would act like a couple because it's so natural for us and people would ask if we were together.
"I wouldn't miss it for anything. I love you Eric but I need to get to class. I'll call you later and we should talk...meet up or something..just the two of us," I said and smiled back. Sadie narrowed her eyes at this. Honestly I was loving it. I like feeling like I have control over a situation. She should know that Eric's mine and he'd put me before her any day.
"Yeah Stell! Totally can't wait."
I continued my walk to home room when I saw boy look up. He had blue eyes and curly black hair. I'm kind of in love with blue eyes and black curly hair, so I've decided to avoid looking at him, because his eyes could make you daydream about the ocean and they look like , if you get lost in them long enough, you can hear the waves. That's the last thing I need right now. To get caught staring into some ones eyes and blushing like a stupid girly girl because that's not me..I'm not the type to be drooling head over heals for a guy...or at least that's what I thought...
I walked straight past him and into the room, sat my books down, and took my seat. Colie was seated next to me. She's gorgeous. The good thing about having a gorgeous best friend is that everyone thinks she's "unapproachable" so no one bothers with you guys. Well of course the boys do but the girls are too envious of her and unsure of who they are and their insecurity gets the best of them. Truthfully, Colie is awesome. I'm not just saying that because I'm her best friend but she's nice to nerds. She's even dated some. You can't get any nicer than that. First of all Colie has this auburn colored hair with brown eyes. She has guys falling over her and kissing the ground she walks on. She gets all pretty for school and I just grab what I see and go. I'd rather sleep until the last-minute than get up an hour early. I mean this is school and I'm not looking to impress anyone..Like I said , I'm a realist. I'm unique. I'm quite pretty too but I think Colie is prettier. I have long legs, hazel eyes, and long black hair.
So back to my dreadful reality, Colie starts talking about the new kid.
"Have you seen him? I only got a glance but he looks super hot. Maybe you should date him...Me and Isac could double date with you guys. He's probably amazing. I mean you can't look like that and not be amazing," Colie pressed. Colie always does this. Yes, she's my bestie but she harasses me about my love life. I mean I want one but I don't need one. She's been going out with Isac for surprisingly two years now. And they're still going strong. I thought Isac was a player but ever since Colie he hasn't been messing around. I guess he met the one to make him change his ways.
"Colie..Colie...Stop!. We don't even know him. You always do have to think the best about someone and they usually turn out to be losers. I thought I told you that I wasn't interested in the dating world? Why do you always push me? I need to worry about making the basketball team and just making my life better. I don't want a guy screwing it up all over again. I'm not going to let it happen to me. It's not going to. I just want to wait for something real ..You know that pure love. I really doubt that I'll find that in high school. You and Isac just got lucky. This new kid is alright but I'm not dating him. He's probably a jerk because he's so self-centered."
"Jeeze..What's got your panties in a bunch? I was simply pointing out that you could be a good match. I didn't say you'd fall madly and in love and blahhh blahhh bllahhh with your happily ever after. Gosh, you are such a pessimist and you're so prejudice. But...we should ask him to go to Eric's party. You could get to know him. Your life doesn't have to be centered around those things like basketball. You're so cute with your 'I want the pure and true love'. You should know you're not going to find that just sitting here and avoiding it. You should have a little fun and romance. I mean like Lady Gaga says, If it isn't rough, it isn't fun," said Colie, quoting Lady Gaga.
"God you're so weird and..I'm not asking him to the party. I'm not even planning to stay long," I said aggravated.
"Alright scaredy cat. I'll ask the man..bu-" she was cut off by my teacher Mr. Landon.
"Class we have a new student," just as he said this the new kid walked in," his name is Evan Piers. He's seventeen and I'll be switching up your seating arrangements because they were only temporary."
We all groaned as Mr. Landon let us know the news of our seating arrangements.
"Evan will sit with Stella."
It's funny how these words changed my life forever.
I guess that's why it never really lasted with all my boyfriends. They probably thought that I was just too "manly." Which I think is complete and utter bullshit, but whatever. Anyway I do have really amazing things going on in my life. Like I have another best friend named Colie who is just amazing. She fills up the huge gaps I feel that I have in my life. There's a couple of things you should probably know about me. I don't really like girls much. Like for friends. I just think girls are so catty and bi polar. That's why I'm one of the "guys." Just hearing the word girl makes me want to heave and gag. Alright maybe that was me exaggerating a little.
But I just don't like to associate myself with any girls other than Colie, unless of course they're family. My cousin Amanda is really close to me. I love just to talk to her and hanging out. Most girls though are just drama. Like they are so self-centered and they don't even care. They're so centered around stupid stuff during the next year which is senior year. Instead of planning fun things, they're worried about what dress is going to match their high heels and who's going to win prom queen. It's like, come on man...can you be any more shallow???? I think you get my point.
Today is the 10th day of school and yeah you could call me a pessimist but I can already tell this year is going to blow. An upside to this though is that Eric is having a party a week from today, which is friday, and I heard there's a new kid here. Apparently he's a guy and you could probably guess that the girls are freaking out about him. Did I mention girls are shallow.? Okay, so maybe there's an explanation to why I dislike girls so much. I had a best friend named Beth two years ago and I also had a boyfriend. Let's just say Beth and boys equals trouble. So you could call her a boyfriend stealer and a hoe...I just prefer to avoid her.
Anyway I ran into Eric and his girlfriend Sadie on my way to home room. Sadie had her arm intertwined with Eric's and they were giggling about something..I kind of started today dream because they just looked so happy. I wonder if I could ever be that happy with a guy? Probably not. I've had nothing but disappointments with guys. I don't think that cycle will ever change. I always pick the wrong guys. Or maybe it's more like they pick me and rope me in with their pretend charming attitudes. I was snapped back into reality when I bumped into Eric.
"Hey, Stella! I haven't seen you lately. We should chill sometime. You, me, and Sadie," said Eric enthusiastically, which had Sadie looking all worried. I was just thinking girl relax I'm not interested nor will I ever want to steal your boyfriend.
"Oohh yeah. Me, you, and ....Sadie..Fun fun." I dragged out then in fun for dramatic effect.
"So you're coming to my party right? It's going to be so fun. My dad said that we could use the pool too. So bring that sexy suit," Eric winked at me which caused me to smile. Me and Eric are best friends and I don't want to be with him but ever since we've met we've always had this flirty thing between us. But it's not awkward. I do miss the times where we would act like a couple because it's so natural for us and people would ask if we were together.
"I wouldn't miss it for anything. I love you Eric but I need to get to class. I'll call you later and we should talk...meet up or something..just the two of us," I said and smiled back. Sadie narrowed her eyes at this. Honestly I was loving it. I like feeling like I have control over a situation. She should know that Eric's mine and he'd put me before her any day.
"Yeah Stell! Totally can't wait."
I continued my walk to home room when I saw boy look up. He had blue eyes and curly black hair. I'm kind of in love with blue eyes and black curly hair, so I've decided to avoid looking at him, because his eyes could make you daydream about the ocean and they look like , if you get lost in them long enough, you can hear the waves. That's the last thing I need right now. To get caught staring into some ones eyes and blushing like a stupid girly girl because that's not me..I'm not the type to be drooling head over heals for a guy...or at least that's what I thought...
I walked straight past him and into the room, sat my books down, and took my seat. Colie was seated next to me. She's gorgeous. The good thing about having a gorgeous best friend is that everyone thinks she's "unapproachable" so no one bothers with you guys. Well of course the boys do but the girls are too envious of her and unsure of who they are and their insecurity gets the best of them. Truthfully, Colie is awesome. I'm not just saying that because I'm her best friend but she's nice to nerds. She's even dated some. You can't get any nicer than that. First of all Colie has this auburn colored hair with brown eyes. She has guys falling over her and kissing the ground she walks on. She gets all pretty for school and I just grab what I see and go. I'd rather sleep until the last-minute than get up an hour early. I mean this is school and I'm not looking to impress anyone..Like I said , I'm a realist. I'm unique. I'm quite pretty too but I think Colie is prettier. I have long legs, hazel eyes, and long black hair.
So back to my dreadful reality, Colie starts talking about the new kid.
"Have you seen him? I only got a glance but he looks super hot. Maybe you should date him...Me and Isac could double date with you guys. He's probably amazing. I mean you can't look like that and not be amazing," Colie pressed. Colie always does this. Yes, she's my bestie but she harasses me about my love life. I mean I want one but I don't need one. She's been going out with Isac for surprisingly two years now. And they're still going strong. I thought Isac was a player but ever since Colie he hasn't been messing around. I guess he met the one to make him change his ways.
"Colie..Colie...Stop!. We don't even know him. You always do have to think the best about someone and they usually turn out to be losers. I thought I told you that I wasn't interested in the dating world? Why do you always push me? I need to worry about making the basketball team and just making my life better. I don't want a guy screwing it up all over again. I'm not going to let it happen to me. It's not going to. I just want to wait for something real ..You know that pure love. I really doubt that I'll find that in high school. You and Isac just got lucky. This new kid is alright but I'm not dating him. He's probably a jerk because he's so self-centered."
"Jeeze..What's got your panties in a bunch? I was simply pointing out that you could be a good match. I didn't say you'd fall madly and in love and blahhh blahhh bllahhh with your happily ever after. Gosh, you are such a pessimist and you're so prejudice. But...we should ask him to go to Eric's party. You could get to know him. Your life doesn't have to be centered around those things like basketball. You're so cute with your 'I want the pure and true love'. You should know you're not going to find that just sitting here and avoiding it. You should have a little fun and romance. I mean like Lady Gaga says, If it isn't rough, it isn't fun," said Colie, quoting Lady Gaga.
"God you're so weird and..I'm not asking him to the party. I'm not even planning to stay long," I said aggravated.
"Alright scaredy cat. I'll ask the man..bu-" she was cut off by my teacher Mr. Landon.
"Class we have a new student," just as he said this the new kid walked in," his name is Evan Piers. He's seventeen and I'll be switching up your seating arrangements because they were only temporary."
We all groaned as Mr. Landon let us know the news of our seating arrangements.
"Evan will sit with Stella."
It's funny how these words changed my life forever.
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