I Never Was Happy

I wasn't happy all along because I feared you were going to do me WRONG....
So I felt there was no point of trying to stand up if you were going to push me back down to the start ....
You know how much I've been hurt and in all my other relationships I've been treated like dirt....
I just can't believe I thought we would be together forever ....
WHEN RIGHT NOW WERE NOT EVEN TOGETHER