I Need a Release

I am alone,
Surrounded by these four walls,
Trying to figure out,
Why is there so much on my mind?

My anxious mind won't leave me alone,
There is a world on my shoulder,
Confused,
I am holding the ball,
I feel like the end is near,
I need a release,
I need to find a way to escape this fear.

What kind of loss is there?
My mind is racing,
I see a lot,
Yet nothing,
Too many voices inside my head,
I need some air,
I feel like I will suffocate,
My heart is pounding fast,
My hands are shaking,
My skin is aching,
I feel like the end is near,
I need a release.