I Love You.... It's a One Way Street With Three

The blades just don't cut deep enough anymore. They don't scare me anymore they push me closer to the edge but they stop before I fall. But inside I'm falling there's nothing left just a fragile shell. That refuses to crumble away and the pain grows Stronger and the cuts get deeper the words mean less... I love you.... It's a one way street with three little words there never returned and they might be the thing to keep me breathing. And she doesn't no why I'm dying why I'm hiding it all up inside but I think she knows I love her. I hide all the bad from her so she doesn't no me as well as I no myself she wont notice. another cut is like another rainy day. But I'm not waiting for that wrong cut to end my life I'm waiting for my fall to hit the ground Because life here now is over taking and killing and I'm loosing reason to stay in her eyes I'm nothing. And in the rest I'm the worthless piece of shit I've always been! Cos no one can love such a fucked up person that's why your staring at that blank Black wall to find a life that understands. But you will never cos your time is up just like mine. Now close your eyes and lay in your little box with your arm s by your side and We'll watch you be lowered six feet under and now where all dying! Because Of your one mistake! Now I'll be with you since three little words never get spoken. I'll be with the one's that took my life away and the people that fucked it up. Cos These slit wrists ain't going anywhere anytime soon!