I Just Realized I Loved Him

Brad was a family friend. He is 15 years old. My dad's best friend's son. I've known him all my life. He is funny, Good looking, sweet, and always knows how to have a good time. We hang out a lot. When our families get together, me and Preston hang out.

Brad has a sister, Amanda who is 8, and I have two brothers who are, Justin who is 17 and Preston who is 9 and a sister, Taylor, who is also 8. Our families are very close. Amanda, Taylor, and Preston hang out too.

I am 14. I am very close with my family but I'm not home very often. When I am I'm hanging out with Justin. When I'm not home I'm out with friends or a lot of times I'm at Brad's house hanging out with him.

I don't think i have ever considered Brad as anything other than a best friend. My lately I have been thinking about. Before last week I hadn't seen him in like 2 months I don't know why I guess we were both busy. But, when we hung out last week, he looked kinda different, pretty hot. When we were hang something felt different. But I don't know what.